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Finally my time in the game is over, the last two rounds were a whirlwind. I'm going to miss it and can already predict now that if I am to make all stars I will be targeted even worse then and will be the first person evicted due to my horrible luck lol. This is my tale of the events that happened, told as well as I can muster. I like the word muster... Maybe I can win the confessional award or get some other awards like "most involved" or "most targeted" or even "most dedicated/biggest fighter" in the STARZ awards. I love to dream don't I? lol
So basically, Kate completely screwed over my whole entire gameplan from here on out by striking out. After making the decision to go with her and Nicki as far as possible AND rigging the challenge so that the three of us would be safe, she goes and ruins my life like that. How selfish, lol. Although, she did compete and I think it was counted for points. We divided the tasks up so that we would all be on different ones for the most part and that we would sabotage those who chose the election one. Me and kate sent support messages for everyone so they would lose a lot of points for being COCKY ASSWHOLES.
Then of course, our strategy works and I become HoH. So I now have one win in each of the three competitions and found the only chests that were used. Not TOO bad if I say so myself. I went back and forth on how to get Adam out of the game, because no one can beat him in the end. If I made the end I would have had 3 votes locked in already with Brit, Sandra, and Dianna from what they told me after being evicted. Adam was my only big threat. I went over and over it, but I knew that Adam wouldn't be evicted. I told Adam my plans and that he was my target but that he wouldn't be evicted.
Going over who to put up with him was a pain in my ass though. It was between Sean, the douche who posted my message to him or Drew, the douche who called me a liar when honesty is one of my best qualities. Since Sean is usually somewhat honest to me, I sent him a pm saying if he voted for Adam I would keep him safe, THAT ASS LIED RIGHT TO MY FACE. I chose to nominate Drew, because he was always dishonest to me. Later that would bite me in the ass because Sean was much better at competitions and it cost me the game. I used the fast forward to prevent Sean winning and Nicki and Johnny from going up on the block. I had hope, like I usually do in situations where I am safe.
Working with Johnny and Nicki was my only option, and I figured they would vote how I wanted them to. However, Nicki ruined my plans by keeping what I honestly think is her F2 partner. These people are idiots for keeping him in the game. But as I predicted, with all three votes my HoH was a fail in some ways by not getting Adam out but a HUGE success in getting out a long time target, Drew, for getting rid of one of my allies.
Then the next week, of course Adam wins HoH and I instantly know I am fucked. This feeling of dread came over me and I knew I was toast, I could feel it. We were all online and ended up havin a near complete live round minus the eviction. I was nominated along with Sean. Then we had the veto and Johnny and I worked together because he knew that I was only loyal to him where as Sean was the whore with everyone. Sean beat me barely and at that moment I knew I was gone due to there only being two votes. Instantly I was regretting not nominating him for his challenge strength because inactive, weak, pathetic Drew sucks at life as well as competitions. Nicki was put up in place, which killed me because Johnny would have been a better person to try and campaign to get out due to Nicki wanting to keep the people who try the best apparently and Adam might wanting another huge threat out. It was the last nail in my coffin.
Johnny tried to fight for me again, but finally I guess the sixth time was the charm, or the third time that I was on the block for the final vote lol. I continued to fight and talked to Adam about if he would keep me if I could get one vote to stay, I tried to fight and talk to Sean but he hates me. Johnny told me that it couldn't be done and I accepted that I finally let it go and died away
. I was a survivor of a heavily targeted alliance, I poisoned everything that I touched and was like a fly to scotch tape in this game. I loved ever minute of it.
Had Kate been in the game, I would have had 2 votes and the tiebreaker to get rid of Adam and the game would have gone a lot differently. Johnny would have then received HoH and Sean or Drew would have been eliminated ( Depending on which wasn't eliminated during the double eviction week ). That would have taken me to atleast the final 4 and then it would have been anyone's guess. I may have been in the finals right now. Really, I blame Kate for everything that happened in my final two rounds. I could have made a bterr decisions with my nominations, but that changed the course of org HISTORY dammit.
It's safe to say with 6 out of 7 weeks where I could have been nominated and was, I was the most targeted person in this game. I'm a survivor though, lasted until the final 5 from barely making it through the first round.
There, I think I beat my last confessional's length again.
DID I MAKE ALL STARS YET? PLEASE LOL 
It would also be fun to do house calls...[/b][/center]
