Episode Five~

[Sandra Bullock]

When the vote was revealed to us as 5-1...I knew immediately that Britney was going home. Right away I knew that Lindsey was the only vote for Kate to leave and the other 5 people chose to vote Britney off. So I didn't even need to hear the name before getting up and preparing to walk Britney out the door.

I can't believe these people are just under the assumption that Adam and Kare are going to keep them around. It is completely mind boggling. lol. I mean these people are so embarrassing to play with it. I've never been in a situation where there were so many followers and it just makes me sick to my stomach being here everyday.

The most frustrating part about Britney leaving is knowing that it's pretty much the entire house vs. Lindsey and myself. I'm not even that much of a fan of Lindsey, but I need to work with her because I have no other choices. I can like Johnny all I want, but he clearly is not one who is going to stand on his two feet just yet. In terms of Sean and Nicki...they're just floating along and thinking people will reward them with a win for doing absolutely nothing but turning oxygen into carbon dioxide.

I know that Lindsey or myself need to win Head of Household so that Adam and Kate can be put on the block and not have a chance to play for the Veto. Even though one of them would go in this scenario I don't think that would change the house dynamic. So really we need to stay in power for 2 weeks in order for things to change. If that can't happen then I need to win a Veto again.

Things aren't looking good for me, but I'm confident that the player I am equates to all of them put together plus more and I plan on proving that in the upcoming weeks.

[Sandra Bullock]

After a few minutes of Britney leaving I really started to realize how much I hate being in this house. lol. I mean I'm not even sad Britney is gone on a personal level. I just felt she was someone who would be more on my side in this game than against me. So it really has nothing to do with her leaving as much as it has to do with just having more of these people after me in this game.

I've never been with a group of people who I just disliked so much as players. I think as people they're probably just as ordinary as anyone else, but as players they just suck. lol. I mean I have no words that are nice to describe it.

- Adam is so cocky and arrogant. He has this leadership role that he thinks will last him the entire game. Not ever considering that the minions might turn their back on him. I've never met more of a drama queen before. You ask him a question and he flips out like the 2012 is already here.

- Bradley puts on this very welcoming and nice attitude, but all his moves show that he just tags along with Adam and Kate.

- Dianna spends most of her time throwing out the most high school esque rumors to start trouble. She's so easy to catch in everything she does and will sell anyone out to get ahead.

- Johnny as nice as he may be and as much as I do like talking to him..has just gone with the majority every single time. I think he is here to make friends with everyone as oppose to winning this game.

- Kate is just the Queen of Evil. lol. She has this superiority complex about herself that I don't understand why it doesn't make everyone else dislike her. I mean 5 people kept her over Britney? What are they smoking? Especially after her self-centered comments at the Veto Ceremony.

- Nicki plays under the radar like its out of style. Not to mention I know she has a very good friend in this game because her karma goes back to normal every single time I neg it. lol. I'm negging it because of her narcissistic comment to me about the karma bothering her and asking if I could plus it for her. Really? Karma is your main concern in this game? lol.

- Sean is your typical games person who thinks they're playing the game and in their own little world they're. However, once the game is over you see that they did absolutely nothing but follow. Sean would be the first person to think he was some mastermind when the only game he's probably a mastermind of is Candyland and Chutes and Ladders.

So yeah I guess I'm stuck with these people right? The most comical thing about it is I fully expect all of them to be changing their attitudes toward me if I did win Head of Household. That's just the type of players they're..never prepared for what might happen. Always react to something when its too late. So if I do win I have no intentions of telling them my intentions and what is going to happen. I will let them sweat it out and spread false information in order to try and get them to turn on each other. I have vocally said that I want Adam and Kate to be on the block, but if I can figure out a crack in that group that would cause more damage to the structure of the house..I would take that route instead. Since Adam and Kate going up next to each other isn't going to really change anything. I might need to consider putting up two people who would split the house on who should stay and who should go.

[Sandra Bullock]

{Conversation with Dianna}

AsianxChick90210 (12:46:11 PM): Omg I dont know how I'm going to color this lol
LittleLambDAgron (12:46:33 PM): Thanks, you just fucked me up when I was drawing with my tablet.
LittleLambDAgron (12:46:34 PM): >.>
LittleLambDAgron (12:47:00 PM): Not on this challenge, though.
AsianxChick90210 (12:47:07 PM): Ya know Dianna you might find a nicer way to say things sometimes
LittleLambDAgron (12:47:08 PM): I'm using paint.
LittleLambDAgron (12:47:15 PM): I might, some day.
AsianxChick90210 (12:47:16 PM): First you tell me to "Shhh" the last time
LittleLambDAgron (12:47:22 PM): Today isn't the day.
AsianxChick90210 (12:47:25 PM): Now you curse
LittleLambDAgron (12:47:35 PM): If you're here to get me a lecture, I can block you now.
AsianxChick90210 (12:47:37 PM): What a winning personality
LittleLambDAgron (12:47:55 PM): Are you done?
LittleLambDAgron (12:48:29 PM): Seriously, I wasn't being rude before, I'm having a bad day, I don't need more bull shit.
AsianxChick90210 (12:48:29 PM): Yes I think I'm done Adam
LittleLambDAgron (12:48:37 PM): Adam?
AsianxChick90210 (12:48:37 PM): Sorry Dianna
LittleLambDAgron (12:48:41 PM): Excuse me?
AsianxChick90210 (12:48:43 PM): I couldn't tell the difference
AsianxChick90210 (12:49:10 PM): If I was having a bad day I wouldn't take it on anyone
LittleLambDAgron (12:49:13 PM): Fuck off, I'll come around to apologize when I mean it.
AsianxChick90210 (12:49:23 PM): lol okay
AsianxChick90210 (12:49:53 PM): I'm sure you will apologize if I win HoH
AsianxChick90210 (12:49:56 PM): Other than that you won't
AsianxChick90210 (12:50:10 PM): You'll just sell someone out to get ahead in the game like you did last round
LittleLambDAgron (12:50:25 PM): Who did I sell out?
LittleLambDAgron (12:51:13 PM): Lindsay? Your alliance? The girl who accused me of breaking our alliance when I already told her I was done?
LittleLambDAgron (12:51:21 PM): Yeah, she fucking started it.
AsianxChick90210 (12:51:46 PM): You just said it yourself
AsianxChick90210 (12:51:53 PM): "the girl who accused me of breaking out alliance"
AsianxChick90210 (12:51:58 PM): Which means you were in an alliance with Lindsey
AsianxChick90210 (12:52:09 PM): Which you broke to try and save yourself from being nominated
LittleLambDAgron (12:52:09 PM): Yeah, it's no secret now.
AsianxChick90210 (12:52:21 PM): So anyone who aligns with you
AsianxChick90210 (12:52:27 PM): Knows they risk you turning on them
AsianxChick90210 (12:52:36 PM): That's all
LittleLambDAgron (12:52:57 PM): I turned on her because she was starting meaningless drama with people in the house.
LittleLambDAgron (12:53:08 PM): She was a target, I am not going down with her.
AsianxChick90210 (12:53:11 PM): And you're taking it on me as well
AsianxChick90210 (12:53:17 PM): Which I don't understand
LittleLambDAgron (12:53:37 PM): Because you're with her.
LittleLambDAgron (12:53:37 PM): That's the only reason you're fighting me now.
AsianxChick90210 (12:53:52 PM): No I'm fighing with you because you talk down to me
AsianxChick90210 (12:54:04 PM): Telling me to "Shh" the last time and this time saying I messed up your challenge
AsianxChick90210 (12:54:12 PM): You're disrespectful when I've done nothing to you
LittleLambDAgron (12:54:25 PM): It's not the challenge.
LittleLambDAgron (12:54:45 PM): It wasn't the challenge, it was for my own pleasure.
LittleLambDAgron (12:55:00 PM): I'm an artist, I love to draw.
AsianxChick90210 (12:55:25 PM): And you think your use of language toward me was warrented?
LittleLambDAgron (12:55:47 PM): Anyone with half a brain cell could tell I was joking both times.
AsianxChick90210 (12:56:17 PM): Not when it becomes a regular thing with you
LittleLambDAgron (12:56:30 PM): Yes, two times, that's fucking regular.
AsianxChick90210 (12:56:47 PM): Well the first time I let it go
AsianxChick90210 (12:56:52 PM): The second time I was going to say something about it
LittleLambDAgron (12:57:08 PM): You didn't have to message me.
AsianxChick90210 (12:57:16 PM): Yes but I wanted too
LittleLambDAgron (12:57:20 PM): Why??
LittleLambDAgron (12:57:24 PM): Why?*
AsianxChick90210 (12:57:26 PM): I didnt expect this would turn out into a fight lol
LittleLambDAgron (12:57:33 PM): You made it a fight.
AsianxChick90210 (12:57:33 PM): To see how you were doing
AsianxChick90210 (12:57:37 PM): I didn't know that was a crime
AsianxChick90210 (12:57:49 PM): You started the conversation on a negative note
LittleLambDAgron (12:57:57 PM): AsianxChick90210
Ya know Dianna you might find a nicer way to say things sometimes
AsianxChick90210 (12:57:57 PM): I chose to react to the negativity
AsianxChick90210 (12:58:11 PM): Yeah that's a very nice way of approaching what you said
LittleLambDAgron (12:58:14 PM): I wasn't being negative, I was joking.
AsianxChick90210 (12:58:26 PM): I could have cursed right back at you
AsianxChick90210 (12:58:27 PM): lol
LittleLambDAgron (12:59:13 PM): Would you like me to excuse what I did with my period? It's not my time, but I could lie if it makes you feel better.
AsianxChick90210 (12:59:28 PM): No Adam thats okay
AsianxChick90210 (12:59:31 PM): I mean Dianna
AsianxChick90210 (12:59:38 PM): I keep getting confused since you both sound the same now
AsianxChick90210 (12:59:49 PM): Making threats of blocking and asking if I'm done talking
LittleLambDAgron (1:00:33 PM): I don't want to fucking fight right now, I like you, it's just when you come to me acting like you're so much fucking better than I am.
AsianxChick90210 (1:00:47 PM): I'm not trying to do that at all
AsianxChick90210 (1:00:55 PM): I was trying to address something you've done to me twice now
AsianxChick90210 (1:01:02 PM): So I wanted it cleared up
LittleLambDAgron (1:01:09 PM): This is why people want you and Lindsay gone.
AsianxChick90210 (1:01:15 PM): That's fine Dianna
AsianxChick90210 (1:01:23 PM): I've heard that numervous times from Adam already
AsianxChick90210 (1:01:33 PM): I know my position
AsianxChick90210 (1:01:42 PM): However, I don't think you know yours
AsianxChick90210 (1:01:47 PM): I don't think a lot of people know their position
LittleLambDAgron (1:01:54 PM): Oh, I know my position.
LittleLambDAgron (1:01:59 PM): I'm in the same boat as you are.
LittleLambDAgron (1:02:08 PM): But, I have the sense to fix it.
AsianxChick90210 (1:02:11 PM): So why fight against the people who your in the same boat with?
AsianxChick90210 (1:02:22 PM): I will be blunt here
AsianxChick90210 (1:02:31 PM): And I think you'll understand this
LittleLambDAgron (1:02:32 PM): Oh, please do.
AsianxChick90210 (1:02:39 PM): Lindsey and I are on the outs
AsianxChick90210 (1:02:45 PM): So I have no where else to go lol
AsianxChick90210 (1:02:54 PM): I'm sure you watched the show before
LittleLambDAgron (1:03:00 PM): I haven't.
AsianxChick90210 (1:03:11 PM): You don't need to necessarily like someone to understand your both in the same boat
AsianxChick90210 (1:03:20 PM): So rather than paddle alone, its nice to have someone else paddling with you
LittleLambDAgron (1:03:39 PM): I'd rather not, I might catch stupid.
LittleLambDAgron (1:03:52 PM): That's directed to Lindsay.
AsianxChick90210 (1:03:55 PM): I think thought you're smart enough to realize that if Lindsey and I go next
AsianxChick90210 (1:03:59 PM): Who is going home after?
LittleLambDAgron (1:04:06 PM): Sean.
AsianxChick90210 (1:04:20 PM): Well did anyone think Britney would leave before Lindsey and I? lol
AsianxChick90210 (1:04:25 PM): So it might not be Sean
AsianxChick90210 (1:04:27 PM): It might be you
LittleLambDAgron (1:04:40 PM): It won't be me, trust me.
AsianxChick90210 (1:04:52 PM): I mean I certainly have no reason to come after you
AsianxChick90210 (1:04:58 PM): I can be blunt as to why I think that
AsianxChick90210 (1:05:16 PM): I dont think if you objection is to get rid of Lindsey that you should put me up next to her
AsianxChick90210 (1:05:22 PM): Since I think the house would evict me over her (could be wrong)
LittleLambDAgron (1:05:31 PM): Wrong.
LittleLambDAgron (1:05:42 PM): They'd go after her for her powers.
AsianxChick90210 (1:05:51 PM): Ya never know!
AsianxChick90210 (1:05:56 PM): Why risk a sure thing?
AsianxChick90210 (1:06:12 PM): It's like if I wanted Adam out
LittleLambDAgron (1:06:15 PM): That Lindsay can send us straight to the vote as HoH?
AsianxChick90210 (1:06:19 PM): Why would I put him up against you?
AsianxChick90210 (1:06:30 PM): You would leave
AsianxChick90210 (1:06:36 PM): So it wouldnt accomplish my goal
LittleLambDAgron (1:06:38 PM): I very well know that.
AsianxChick90210 (1:06:47 PM): So I would never put Adam and you on the block together
AsianxChick90210 (1:07:10 PM): That's why I'm saying if you did win HoH I think you should try to sell to everyone that Lindsey is your target and putting me up is a risk for you not to see her go home
LittleLambDAgron (1:07:34 PM): What makes you think I'd win HoH?
AsianxChick90210 (1:08:38 PM): I don't know who will win HoH
AsianxChick90210 (1:08:47 PM): I'm just saying that if it happened
AsianxChick90210 (1:08:58 PM): I mean if I won it than I know there is no reason to put you up
AsianxChick90210 (1:09:24 PM): Even if you were to tell me you hate me and wanted me gone
AsianxChick90210 (1:09:32 PM): I just don't think getting rid of you would benefit me at all
AsianxChick90210 (1:09:43 PM): If I was trying to get myself into the inner workings of the house
LittleLambDAgron (1:09:45 PM): Just so you know, I've been told that Lindsay needs to leave before Jury...
LittleLambDAgron (1:09:53 PM): It's this week..
AsianxChick90210 (1:10:28 PM): She can win Veto though
AsianxChick90210 (1:10:33 PM): I'm not safe at all lol
AsianxChick90210 (1:10:43 PM): I know I could leave this week, just like last week
LittleLambDAgron (1:10:46 PM): HA! Lindsay winning Veto?
AsianxChick90210 (1:10:55 PM): Ya never know
LittleLambDAgron (1:10:56 PM): That's like me winning Veto.
AsianxChick90210 (1:10:58 PM): She's found all these powers
LittleLambDAgron (1:11:03 PM): Just won't happen.
LittleLambDAgron (1:17:48 PM): You didn't believe me when I said I've never seen the show, right?
AsianxChick90210 (1:17:55 PM): I mean I did
AsianxChick90210 (1:18:03 PM): Some people have only seen Survivor yet they play Big Brother
LittleLambDAgron (1:18:18 PM): I'm a huge fan, I just lied.
AsianxChick90210 (1:18:21 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (1:18:29 PM): Well then you know what I'm talking about
AsianxChick90210 (1:18:34 PM): Best example Jun and Allison BB4
LittleLambDAgron (1:20:09 PM): Are you calling me a slut?
LittleLambDAgron (1:20:14 PM): Lindsay did...
AsianxChick90210 (1:20:17 PM): lol no
AsianxChick90210 (1:20:30 PM): I was just using the example in general of people being forced to work together
AsianxChick90210 (1:20:35 PM): Even if they aren't exactly fond of each other
AsianxChick90210 (1:20:47 PM): I haven't called anyone a name like that
LittleLambDAgron (1:21:24 PM): Oh, you're christian, eh?
AsianxChick90210 (1:22:28 PM): No I'm not
LittleLambDAgron (1:22:34 PM): Catholic?
AsianxChick90210 (1:22:39 PM): I just don't really use that language unlesss I'm really really angry
AsianxChick90210 (1:22:43 PM): or intoxicated lol
AsianxChick90210 (1:22:45 PM): No
AsianxChick90210 (1:22:55 PM): I'm not religious at all. My parents are buddhist, but I don't really practice
LittleLambDAgron (1:23:18 PM): I just hung around the bad kids in High School, you ever seen Skins?
AsianxChick90210 (1:24:04 PM): I haven't
AsianxChick90210 (1:24:11 PM): I've heard a lot about it though
LittleLambDAgron (1:24:50 PM): Well, I really was the smart one of the group, I wasn't nearly as messed up as my friends.
AsianxChick90210 (1:25:10 PM): Hmm
LittleLambDAgron (1:26:19 PM): That's why I talk the way I do, it's habit.
LittleLambDAgron (1:26:39 PM): I just got used to not being taken seriously.
AsianxChick90210 (1:27:07 PM): Makes sense

[Sandra Bullock]

I am already trying to prepare for what will happen if Lindsey or myself do not win Head of Household this week. I'm trying to make Dianna realize early that if she wants Lindsey out than she shouldn't nominate me because she'll take the risk of me going home. I also had a very lengthy conversation with Nicki where she revealed a lot to me. She pretty much said she wanted to see Dianna and Drew on the block together. She also admitted to their being 6 people knowing each other prior to the game.

Right when she said that I felt like none of these people can praise themselves for being good players. I mean 6 players all know each other previously? The cast was made up of 14. lol. What an unfair advantage they had and of course none seem to be willing to take the risk of trying something different. So they're pretty much just picking the rest of us off.

I think that the main people outside of the core group are Drew, Sean, Lindsey, and Myself. Drew and Sean are safer than Lindsey and I because they aren't considered threats by the power house. So really the best possible situation would be if Lindsey or I didn't win Head of Household..Sean would. Although, I think Sean is not very bright. lol. I think he believes he's safe. I hope I'm wrong, but I just see him putting Lindsey and I up.

Nicki really did open up though and I appreciate that. Even if 90% of what she said was false, there is no way that there wasn't at least 10% truth in it. So I got some information that could benefit me if I stick around long enough.

[Sandra Bullock]

Sean ended up winning Head of Household which I felt okay about. I mean I just was hoping it wasn't going to be Adam or Kate. I would rather leave this game with anyone else nominating except those two.

Lindsey and I had a clear strategy for this challenge. Basically, Lindsey did both her submitted picture and my submitted picture. I did both the dialogues for each of us. We then communicated with each other and gave Lindsey the best picture and best dialogue. This would increase our chances of beating everyone else because two heads are better than one. The plan ended up not working, but it was worth a shot.

I think I scored the lowest in the challenge, but that didn't bother me because if Lindsey had won HoH than I would have been safe from the block and able to compete against next week. So I felt the risk was worth the reward and unfortunately it didn't pay off in the end.

So now Sean is Head of Household and I could easily go up on the block next to Lindsey. If Sean is the player I think he is than he will do exactly what Adam wants him to do. So this could be bad news for me, but I expect to go on the block if I don't win Head of Household for the rest of the game and I expect to leave if I don't win the Veto. So nothing will surprise me.

[Sandra Bullock]

So Sean wasted no time making his nominations. lol. When Sean started off his speech by saying this was his week as Head of Household and he was going to do what he wanted and not what other people wanted him to do..I had a little bit of hope that I actually wasn't going to get nominated.

Of course though I forgot to remember that Sean in his own little world is a leader when everyone just sees him as a follower. So Lindsey and I were nominated. lol. Surprise, surprise, surprise! lol.

Honestly, I'm fine with the nomination because I know if I leave Sean will eventually follow soon after. He has no concept of the game and any grasp of intelligence. He believes what he's being sold and you can't convince someone who is as delusional as him to stand on their own two feet. So I have to win the Veto! Obviously this is best case scenario right now sitting next to Lindsey as she is the only person I might be able to outlast. While she has made herself look like a threat..I have made myself appear weak. She also has a power that maybe people would like to see flushed out.

If the vote were today I would expect Adam and Kate to vote for me to leave and Kate probably to use her extra vote against me. So I have 3 votes against me. That means I need Bradley, Johnny, Drew, Nicki, and Dianna to stay. Which honestly I don't think I would get all 5 to keep me around. So I think I need the Veto.

I'm not going to lie though this game has been extremely draining. I just don't seem to have any connection with most of these people. I mean for Sean to say that talking to me is like pulling teeth couldn't be further from the truth. Sean has never once tried to start a conversation with me and when I talk with him, he never seems to want to continue it. So I think as Johnny said at the Nomination Ceremony..him disliking me is one sided.

[Sandra Bullock]

{Conversation with Sean}

tmac0005 (8:05:36 PM): [Offline IM sent 20m ago] it really depends on the night.
AsianxChick90210 (8:06:06 PM): sorry signd off for a second
AsianxChick90210 (8:06:14 PM): Yeah that's true
AsianxChick90210 (8:06:17 PM): I guess it's like any job
AsianxChick90210 (8:06:28 PM): You have your good days and bad says, slow days and busy days
tmac0005 (8:06:37 PM): yep!
AsianxChick90210 (8:08:09 PM): So if we can I would like to talk about the game
AsianxChick90210 (8:08:13 PM): If you don't want to I understand
tmac0005 (8:08:28 PM): im open to talking.
AsianxChick90210 (8:08:32 PM): I just wanted to maybe understand more where you're coming from as I was a little surprised by your reasoning
tmac0005 (8:08:47 PM): really?
AsianxChick90210 (8:08:50 PM): I mean I thought you might put me up because I understand that right now I'm on the outs
AsianxChick90210 (8:09:00 PM): Yeah I never thought you felt like talking to me was like pulling the teeth lol
AsianxChick90210 (8:09:12 PM): I felt like I approached you most of the times to begin a conversation
AsianxChick90210 (8:09:25 PM): I guess I expected the nomination to be more about the game than personal
AsianxChick90210 (8:09:30 PM): So yeah I was a little surprised
tmac0005 (8:11:51 PM): it was meant to be more game.
tmac0005 (8:11:54 PM): i didnt mean anything personal by it.
tmac0005 (8:12:04 PM): i just felt liek most times our conversation was VERY short.
tmac0005 (8:12:09 PM): and we BARELY talk.
tmac0005 (8:12:14 PM): part of the "game" is social aspect too.
tmac0005 (8:12:16 PM): so..
tmac0005 (8:12:18 PM): i felt it fitting.
tmac0005 (8:12:22 PM): i have nothing against you as a person.
AsianxChick90210 (8:12:22 PM): Right and I think this is probably one of the most social conversations we had thus far
tmac0005 (8:12:27 PM): i agree.
AsianxChick90210 (8:12:44 PM): And I think I understand your strategy this week in terms of not wanting to make any waves
tmac0005 (8:13:07 PM): believe me, i almost made big waves.
tmac0005 (8:13:09 PM): but...i chose not to.
AsianxChick90210 (8:13:57 PM): Right
AsianxChick90210 (8:14:06 PM): Dont take this the wrong way
tmac0005 is available 8:15 pm
tmac0005 (8:16:07 PM): what was the statement after "this is nothing personal"
tmac0005 (8:16:11 PM): my internet messed up.
AsianxChick90210 (8:17:38 PM): I just think that your Head of Household week is almost wasted just because you made the decision that really benefited 2 people more than anyone else
AsianxChick90210 (8:17:55 PM): I mean if I go or Lindsey goes than I assume that whoever stays is the next target
AsianxChick90210 (8:17:59 PM): However, someone has to go up nex to them
tmac0005 (8:18:08 PM): my HoH week is wasted?
tmac0005 (8:18:09 PM): hahahha.
tmac0005 (8:18:11 PM): really?
AsianxChick90210 (8:18:14 PM): Do you feel secure knowing that you're safer in this game as a result of myself leaving?
tmac0005 (8:18:33 PM): are you saying i should be worried of someone else?
AsianxChick90210 (8:18:34 PM): Well I wasn't after you so that's why I say that and I'm not saying that to be at all confrontational
tmac0005 (8:18:42 PM): and that i only nominated you to benefit two other people?
AsianxChick90210 (8:18:44 PM): I think you should be worried about a structure in the house and where you stand
tmac0005 (8:18:46 PM): i nominated you on my own.
tmac0005 (8:18:50 PM): not because it's benefiting anyone else.
AsianxChick90210 (8:18:51 PM): No I don't think you did it for two other people
AsianxChick90210 (8:18:58 PM): I think it just benefits 2 people more than anyone else
tmac0005 (8:19:08 PM): who is that?
AsianxChick90210 (8:19:26 PM): I think Adam and Kate benefit the most from me leaving and I think Dianna and Kate benefit the most from Lindsey leaving
AsianxChick90210 (8:19:33 PM): I don't think you benefit from me leaving
AsianxChick90210 (8:19:36 PM): I don't think the game changes
AsianxChick90210 (8:19:41 PM): Since I was never after you to begin with
tmac0005 (8:19:45 PM): and thats fine.
tmac0005 (8:19:49 PM): im not "after you"
tmac0005 (8:19:54 PM): im not after anyone.
tmac0005 (8:19:57 PM): but i had to make nominations.
AsianxChick90210 (8:19:59 PM): And I guess I feel like HoH is the week to get someone out who is coming after you or will come after you
tmac0005 (8:20:03 PM): clearly if you were HoH, Adam and Kate would have gone up.
AsianxChick90210 (8:20:07 PM): Right
tmac0005 (8:20:15 PM): i dont see HoH as that.
AsianxChick90210 (8:20:51 PM): Can I ask what you see it as?
tmac0005 (8:21:16 PM): i see it as an opportunity of power, to use however you wish. i dont think my actions need a justification.
tmac0005 (8:21:21 PM): if they work for me at that moment, then so be it.
tmac0005 (8:21:32 PM): i dont really look at the long run in a game like this, things can change in a matter of seconds.
AsianxChick90210 (8:21:38 PM): Right
AsianxChick90210 (8:21:46 PM): I just think you know that Lindsey or I will leave this week
AsianxChick90210 (8:21:50 PM): I mean that is a fact
AsianxChick90210 (8:21:58 PM): So one of us will be left and have no one
AsianxChick90210 (8:22:14 PM): I just thought it was an opportunity for you to have someone that was on your side when you weren't HoH that's all
tmac0005 (8:22:45 PM): things could change.
AsianxChick90210 (8:24:56 PM): I guess I just don't see them changing
AsianxChick90210 (8:25:05 PM): I don't se how I won't ever not be a target
AsianxChick90210 (8:25:16 PM): I think I'll be a target until I go home which is probably when I lose a Veto or HoH
AsianxChick90210 (8:25:26 PM): I would have went home last round if I didn't win the Veto
tmac0005 (8:27:15 PM): again, that's not ALL my doings.
AsianxChick90210 (8:27:24 PM): I never said it was?
AsianxChick90210 (8:27:45 PM): Honestly I don't think any of it was your doing
AsianxChick90210 (8:27:59 PM): I don't think anything you've done has had an impact on the game
AsianxChick90210 (8:28:04 PM): So I'm not blaming you for anything
tmac0005 is available 8:40 pm
AsianxChick90210 (8:43:28 PM): I hope I was clear enough there
tmac0005 (8:43:33 PM): you were.
AsianxChick90210 (8:43:37 PM): Okay good
AsianxChick90210 (8:43:45 PM): Yeah I mean like I said if I stay lol you aren't going up
AsianxChick90210 (8:44:01 PM): I just don't think its logical for me to do that if I won HoH
tmac0005 (8:44:19 PM): well i appreciate it.
tmac0005 (8:44:22 PM): im gonna head out to nap before work.
AsianxChick90210 (8:44:23 PM): No problem
tmac0005 (8:44:24 PM): sorry!
AsianxChick90210 (8:44:28 PM): Alright hopefully its a good day!
AsianxChick90210 (8:44:32 PM): It's alright, I understand
tmac0005 (8:44:33 PM): i hope so.
AsianxChick90210 (8:44:35 PM): Bye
tmac0005 (8:44:37 PM): night!

[Sandra Bullock]

I wanted to talk to Sean because I wanted to understand more about where he was coming from in his speech. I really didn't learn anything though. lol. I mean all I learned was something I pretty much knew before which was there is no getting through to Sean. He's like Adam in that anything you to say to them that has a hint of negativity will have them go on a tirade. So I tried to use my words as carefully as I could by giving Sean backhanded compliments. The fact is if Sean were smart he wouldn't of nominated Lindsey or myself. He should have nominated one of us against Drew. Why you ask? Well no one is close to Drew really and Drew can't come after him next week because Drew can't compete for Head of Household.

He should have nominated the person he wanted out the most between Lindsey and I. Then he could "play" the other one of us into thinking he wanted to work with us down the line. This would get one of us on his side. The only scenario where he should have both of us on the block together is if the Veto was used on Drew. Otherwise it was a very short-term move. It doesn't change his position in the house if Lindsey or I leave. He should have taken more of a risk that would have paid off in the end. I don't think Sean is safe in this game. I think he thinks he's safe though and I think that makes him extremely gullible.

You can't play this game with the mentality that "things can change." You need to play this game by changing it yourself.

[Sandra Bullock]

{Conversation with Bradley}

AsianxChick90210 (11:35:59 PM): Hey Bradley
barsmars23 (11:36:14 PM): Hey Sandra
AsianxChick90210 (11:36:20 PM): How are you doing tonight?
barsmars23 (11:36:34 PM): pretty good, working on the veto and watching my roommate play a video game
barsmars23 (11:36:39 PM): and yourself ?
AsianxChick90210 (11:36:47 PM): I'm working on the Veto lol
barsmars23 (11:36:54 PM): its a little tougher than I thought
AsianxChick90210 (11:37:03 PM): Yeah it's a nice challenge
AsianxChick90210 (11:37:13 PM): I was glad it was something that involved some skill rather than luck
barsmars23 (11:37:55 PM): yeah I think it'll be a close one
barsmars23 (11:37:59 PM): if you spend enough time on it
barsmars23 (11:38:11 PM): I think anyone can figure them out
AsianxChick90210 (11:38:33 PM): Yeah that may be true
AsianxChick90210 (11:39:16 PM): I'm a little stressed over it lol not going to lie
barsmars23 (11:39:29 PM): oh I understand
AsianxChick90210 (11:39:31 PM): I think that whoever is on the block feels that way about the Veto
AsianxChick90210 (11:39:41 PM): It's like you feel like its your last chance to save yourself
AsianxChick90210 (11:39:50 PM): So its a lot of pressure and something like this could drive you crazy lol
barsmars23 (11:40:10 PM): In other games when I'm on the block
barsmars23 (11:40:15 PM): in order to take the stress away
barsmars23 (11:40:20 PM): I work on the veto as soon as I get it
barsmars23 (11:40:22 PM): turn it in
barsmars23 (11:40:28 PM): then shut off from the website and aim
barsmars23 (11:40:38 PM): focus on other things like school and such
AsianxChick90210 (11:40:47 PM): That's probably a good idea
barsmars23 (11:40:50 PM): because it can definitely break you down mentally
barsmars23 (11:40:52 PM): I hated that
AsianxChick90210 (11:40:54 PM): I'm just at least glad I have work off tomorrow
AsianxChick90210 (11:41:02 PM): So I feel like I'm at least not pressed for time
AsianxChick90210 (11:41:06 PM): So that helps
AsianxChick90210 (11:41:12 PM): Thanks for the advice though!
barsmars23 (11:41:25 PM): no prob
barsmars23 (11:41:32 PM): I have off tomorrow too
barsmars23 (11:41:37 PM): this snow and ice is ridiculous!
AsianxChick90210 (11:41:41 PM): Omg I know
AsianxChick90210 (11:41:47 PM): I hate feeling stuck lol
barsmars23 (11:41:55 PM): we're almost out of groceries
barsmars23 (11:41:57 PM): :X
barsmars23 (11:42:13 PM): hopefully the ice can clear out soon
AsianxChick90210 (11:42:39 PM): Oh wow
AsianxChick90210 (11:42:44 PM): You don't have any canned goods in stock?
barsmars23 (11:43:01 PM): a few
barsmars23 (11:43:07 PM): but who wants to just eat canned vegetables
AsianxChick90210 (11:43:46 PM): True, but when you have nothing else! lol
AsianxChick90210 (11:43:51 PM): I would rather eat that than die
barsmars23 (11:43:58 PM): oh of course
barsmars23 (11:44:10 PM): I may have to trek to the grocery store
barsmars23 (11:44:16 PM): its only 4 blocks away
barsmars23 (11:44:28 PM): but it'll be worth it for better food
AsianxChick90210 (11:46:03 PM): Oh yes
AsianxChick90210 (11:46:07 PM): That's not bad 4 blocks
AsianxChick90210 (11:46:15 PM): Do you live in a more urban area?
barsmars23 (11:46:29 PM): I'm in the north texas area
barsmars23 (11:46:37 PM):
barsmars23 (11:46:43 PM): in the suburbs near a college town
barsmars23 (11:46:45 PM): which is the college I go to
AsianxChick90210 (11:46:49 PM): Very nice
AsianxChick90210 (11:46:53 PM): I've never been to Texas before
barsmars23 (11:46:59 PM): Its normally warm...
barsmars23 (11:47:01 PM): but not now
AsianxChick90210 (11:47:06 PM): Yeah I assumed that
AsianxChick90210 (12:07:16 AM): Hopefully this storm isn't as bad as they have been claiming it will be
barsmars23 (12:09:11 AM): I'm just ready for the roads to be less icy
AsianxChick90210 (12:09:23 AM): Yeah that's key to getting out lol
AsianxChick90210 (12:52:11 AM): Is our Host Canadian?
barsmars23 (12:52:20 AM): I dont think so
barsmars23 (12:52:22 AM): but I'm not sure
AsianxChick90210 (12:52:39 AM): I didnt know
barsmars23 (12:52:56 AM): thats why I assumed there was a blackout
barsmars23 (12:53:00 AM): all the snow
AsianxChick90210 (12:53:08 AM): Oh true
AsianxChick90210 (1:21:46 AM): I can already tell that I'm lost in the challenge lol
AsianxChick90210 (1:21:51 AM): Since none of the words I have left fit
barsmars23 (1:22:11 AM): I was there like 30 minutes
barsmars23 (1:22:12 AM): ago
barsmars23 (1:22:16 AM): and now I'm forcing words to fit
AsianxChick90210 (1:22:34 AM): I mean for one of the pictures
AsianxChick90210 (1:22:41 AM): I don't even see how any of the words fit with it lol
barsmars23 (1:23:05 AM): which picture?
AsianxChick90210 (1:23:09 AM): Beer honestly
AsianxChick90210 (1:23:19 AM): I mean only one word I can see using and I'm not even sure thats right
barsmars23 (1:23:22 AM): its the only one I have left
barsmars23 (1:23:23 AM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (1:23:27 AM): lol really?
barsmars23 (1:23:29 AM): yep
AsianxChick90210 (1:23:31 AM): That's too funny
AsianxChick90210 (1:23:32 AM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (1:23:48 AM): Yeah I have no idea what beer could be lol
AsianxChick90210 (1:23:54 AM): I have one guess and its a huge stretch
AsianxChick90210 (1:29:37 AM): I guess I have to figure this out tomorrow
AsianxChick90210 (1:29:45 AM): I feel like I'm just confusing myself looking at it more lol
AsianxChick90210 (1:30:00 AM): Maybe tomorrow when I look at it again it will appear differently
barsmars23 (1:30:07 AM): maybe! good luck
AsianxChick90210 (1:30:20 AM): Thanks Bradley
AsianxChick90210 (1:30:22 AM): Good luck to you as well
AsianxChick90210 (1:31:51 AM): I don't even know how to say this to you lol
AsianxChick90210 (1:32:12 AM): I guess I feel like I can't even talk about the game without feeling like I might be asking too much or something
AsianxChick90210 (1:32:46 AM): And I don't want to get anyone in trouble or have them say something that they might not necessarily mean, but if you won it I'm guessing you probably would choose not to use it?
barsmars23 (1:32:58 AM): well Sandra, here is my dilema
barsmars23 (1:33:02 AM): if I won
barsmars23 (1:33:04 AM): and pulled you off
AsianxChick90210 (1:33:09 AM): You would be a target
barsmars23 (1:33:10 AM): I have no idea who Sean would replace
barsmars23 (1:33:15 AM): and I'd be a target for it
AsianxChick90210 (1:33:19 AM): Right I understand
barsmars23 (1:33:19 AM): if I win and keep the veto
barsmars23 (1:33:26 AM): I can effectively try and campaign to keep you
barsmars23 (1:33:36 AM): and I know no one wants to stay on the block
barsmars23 (1:33:42 AM): but
AsianxChick90210 (1:33:43 AM): Right
barsmars23 (1:33:50 AM): it is the safest way for me to keep going in the game
barsmars23 (1:34:01 AM): and I want to protect you
AsianxChick90210 (1:34:02 AM): And I understand you have to do what's best fory ourself first
barsmars23 (1:34:08 AM): I just can't be tied to you
AsianxChick90210 (1:34:12 AM): Since we don't have an alliance or agreement with one another
barsmars23 (1:34:20 AM): by keeping the noms the same
barsmars23 (1:34:27 AM): I think I can get people to vote Lindsay out over you
AsianxChick90210 (1:34:37 AM): See I'm just really concerned
barsmars23 (1:34:43 AM): and I would be too
barsmars23 (1:34:53 AM): I think I can convince people that Lindsay is the bigger threat
barsmars23 (1:34:58 AM): and I think you can too
AsianxChick90210 (1:35:02 AM): Since its such an awkward position being on the block and feeling as though everything I say could be taken another way
AsianxChick90210 (1:35:16 AM): I just don't even know who would keep me
barsmars23 (1:35:21 AM): well I'm one
barsmars23 (1:35:37 AM): I can maybe convince Johnny
AsianxChick90210 (1:35:41 AM): It's so weird to feel as though you don't feel 100% on anyone because you have no type of deal with them
barsmars23 (1:35:41 AM): Adam is probably a lost cause
AsianxChick90210 (1:36:02 AM): Yeah I fully expect Adam to vote for me and i guess that's my main concern since I feel like he does have this authority over some people
barsmars23 (1:36:17 AM): he has no sway on me
AsianxChick90210 (1:36:18 AM): I certainly don't think you're one of those people, but I do think that its kinda like his way all the time or something
AsianxChick90210 (1:36:55 AM): And just looking at whose voting its like...eek lol
barsmars23 (1:37:01 AM): well
AsianxChick90210 (1:37:05 AM): I mean I have no idea where I stand in relation to Lindsey with them
barsmars23 (1:37:15 AM): Who do you think you can convince to keep ?
barsmars23 (1:37:26 AM): and I'll work on the others
AsianxChick90210 (1:37:32 AM): Dianna only because she dislikes Lindsey
AsianxChick90210 (1:37:44 AM): I don't think she dislikes me personally, but I dont know how shes really playing
AsianxChick90210 (1:37:53 AM): I think she could potentially be swayed by Adam
barsmars23 (1:38:06 AM): I hardly ever talk to Dianna
AsianxChick90210 (1:38:08 AM): I think Kate and Adam will vote the same so I think Kate would vote for me
AsianxChick90210 (1:38:12 AM): Drew..I have no idea lol
barsmars23 (1:38:19 AM): I think I can talk to Drew
AsianxChick90210 (1:38:27 AM): Johnny I would like to think would keep me
AsianxChick90210 (1:38:36 AM): Just because he kinda stood up for me at the nomination ceremony
AsianxChick90210 (1:38:43 AM): I have no idea if that was a farce or genuine
barsmars23 (1:38:50 AM): He knows its childish
barsmars23 (1:38:52 AM): we talked about it earlier
AsianxChick90210 (1:38:59 AM): Nicki I think will keep Lindsey
AsianxChick90210 (1:39:04 AM): I dunno I think they have something
AsianxChick90210 (1:39:24 AM): So yeah its not looking good for me lol
barsmars23 (1:39:32 AM): We'll see how this works out after veto
barsmars23 (1:39:50 AM): maybe you'll be inspired
AsianxChick90210 (1:40:02 AM): My issue is though Bradley
AsianxChick90210 (1:40:11 AM): I really have tried to talk to people and I feel as though they want nothing to do with me
AsianxChick90210 (1:40:35 AM): I mean hearing Sean's speech about how talking to me was like pulling teeth was kinda surprising because I've always tried to intiate conversations with Sean and he never responds
AsianxChick90210 (1:40:45 AM): Everytime I message Drew, he never responds
AsianxChick90210 (1:41:22 AM): At this point Adam and Kate won't talk to me and I'm not going to attempt to talk to them because I think they will see it as just sucking up to them
AsianxChick90210 (1:41:29 AM): So it's like 4 people in this game I don't even talk too
barsmars23 (1:42:05 AM): Well
barsmars23 (1:42:17 AM): in these games once someone has an impression its tough to shake
AsianxChick90210 (1:42:45 AM): Yeah, but unfortunately this has been that way since Day One with peope like Sean, Drew, and Christie
AsianxChick90210 (1:43:06 AM): I was fine with Adam and Kate until I asked Adam that harmless question for the HoH pair competition
AsianxChick90210 (1:43:31 AM): Which ended up being this huge ordeal that I never thought would result in me being labeled so negatively
barsmars23 (1:44:44 AM): yeah I definitely think that was blown out of proportion
barsmars23 (1:44:45 AM): bu
barsmars23 (1:44:46 AM): t
barsmars23 (1:45:11 AM): now you've gotta work with what you have
barsmars23 (1:45:23 AM): you can't go in with a defeatist attitude
AsianxChick90210 (1:45:38 AM): It's really hard when you feel like you have no one lol
AsianxChick90210 (1:45:52 AM): I mean I hate to say this, but I think you can understand where I'm coming from here
barsmars23 (1:45:53 AM): How many seasons of big brother have you seen?
AsianxChick90210 (1:45:59 AM): It's not even as though I trust Lindsey or like Lindsey
AsianxChick90210 (1:46:03 AM): It's that I have no other choice but too
barsmars23 (1:46:24 AM): true, but you are on the block against her, so there is no reason to force alignment there
AsianxChick90210 (1:46:39 AM): I understand that
AsianxChick90210 (1:46:46 AM): I mean I know full and well that one of us is going home this week
AsianxChick90210 (1:46:49 AM): No matter who wins the Veto
barsmars23 (1:47:15 AM): if you win the veto, you're safe and Lindsay will probably go home regardless of who goes up
AsianxChick90210 (1:47:22 AM): I believe that
AsianxChick90210 (1:47:25 AM): If she wins it, I go home
barsmars23 (1:47:30 AM): most likely
AsianxChick90210 (1:47:33 AM): So one of us goes home lol
AsianxChick90210 (1:47:44 AM): So that means I exit the game or I remain in the game with no one
AsianxChick90210 (1:47:55 AM): Hoping to win Head of Household and make a move that could change my position
AsianxChick90210 (1:48:08 AM): Otherwise I will probably be nominated again and have to win Veto to stay
barsmars23 (1:48:12 AM): If you stay this week and I win HoH next I won't put you up
barsmars23 (1:48:18 AM): I can promise that much
AsianxChick90210 (1:48:24 AM): I mean you know I wont put you up
AsianxChick90210 (1:48:31 AM): I don't see any reason why I should
barsmars23 (1:49:00 AM): You do understand why I cant save you with the veto though right? if I win it?
AsianxChick90210 (1:49:07 AM): Yes I absolutely understand
AsianxChick90210 (1:49:12 AM): I told you that I understand
barsmars23 (1:49:19 AM): ok just making sure
AsianxChick90210 (1:49:20 AM): I get that people don't want to put themselves out there
AsianxChick90210 (1:49:33 AM): I feel that's why if I remain I have to win HoH if I want to go further than just next week
AsianxChick90210 (1:49:42 AM): Since I just feel like no one is going to make that move
AsianxChick90210 (1:50:01 AM): Every move I've seen thus far has been an agenda to help someone else and I could be wrong in thinking that, but as someone on the outside I feel like that
AsianxChick90210 (1:50:12 AM): I wish people would not only think differently, but act differently
AsianxChick90210 (1:50:32 AM): I mean when I talked to Sean he was so on edge about asking him why he nominated me
AsianxChick90210 (1:50:59 AM): I just said to him that I felt it was personal and wanted to know how I offended him
barsmars23 (1:51:04 AM): Well Sean told me after nominations he was a little torn
AsianxChick90210 (1:51:07 AM): And he said he doesn't need to tell me anything
AsianxChick90210 (1:51:11 AM): So I was like okay
barsmars23 (1:51:29 AM): He was actually thinking of making it Kate and Lindsay
barsmars23 (1:51:43 AM): but was afraid of Kate winning veto then coming after him next round
AsianxChick90210 (1:51:58 AM): I mean I just didn't get him nominating Lindsey and I on the block together
AsianxChick90210 (1:52:05 AM): He knows that one of us is going to make it to the next round
AsianxChick90210 (1:52:15 AM): Why not try to get one of us on your side?
AsianxChick90210 (1:52:20 AM): Neither of us has anyone else
AsianxChick90210 (1:52:31 AM): I mean maybe she does have someone else, but I certainly don't have any deals with anyone besides her
barsmars23 (1:53:33 AM): I'm not sure what else to say
AsianxChick90210 (1:53:39 AM): lol its okay
AsianxChick90210 (1:53:49 AM): I'm glad you at least have said as much as you have
AsianxChick90210 (1:54:08 AM): I just think if this was the actual show lol I would be so emotional
AsianxChick90210 (1:54:17 AM): I would be like in the bed all day by myself lol
AsianxChick90210 (1:54:30 AM): I walk into the room and everyone walks out lol
barsmars23 (1:55:40 AM): I always get scared thinking about the real show
AsianxChick90210 (1:55:57 AM): I mean I've made some comparions to people in the house to people on the show lol
barsmars23 (1:56:05 AM): in your diary room??
AsianxChick90210 (1:56:08 AM): Yes lol
barsmars23 (1:56:10 AM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (1:56:13 AM): Dick and Daniele are here
barsmars23 (1:56:16 AM): hahahaha
AsianxChick90210 (1:56:17 AM): Joshua from BB9 is here
AsianxChick90210 (1:56:20 AM): lol
barsmars23 (1:56:29 AM): I havent seen BB9
AsianxChick90210 (1:56:38 AM): Oh you should watch it! I'm sure its on youtube
barsmars23 (1:56:47 AM): Im currently watching 6
AsianxChick90210 (1:56:51 AM): Oh love 6!
AsianxChick90210 (1:56:56 AM): My favorite is 8
barsmars23 (1:56:57 AM): I'm on like episode 4
barsmars23 (1:57:19 AM): I've seen... in order... 10 11 5 12 8 4
barsmars23 (1:57:28 AM): weird order I know...
AsianxChick90210 (1:57:32 AM): lol yeah
AsianxChick90210 (1:57:41 AM): Especially as someone living in the US
barsmars23 (1:57:57 AM): I didnt even know what big brother was until season 10 was on the air
AsianxChick90210 (1:58:05 AM): Wow
AsianxChick90210 (1:58:14 AM): I mean I gues its not that mainstream, but it is on primetime on a major cable network
barsmars23 (1:58:15 AM): lived under a rock I suppose
barsmars23 (1:58:19 AM): haha I know
AsianxChick90210 (1:58:28 AM): I would think people would see it by accident
barsmars23 (1:58:34 AM): my previous reality crack was
barsmars23 (1:58:39 AM): the road rules real world challenges
barsmars23 (1:58:40 AM): <3
AsianxChick90210 (1:58:56 AM): I've watched some of those
barsmars23 (2:02:15 AM): thus far in season 6
barsmars23 (2:02:21 AM): I'm a little bored
barsmars23 (2:02:24 AM): but
barsmars23 (2:02:25 AM): its early
barsmars23 (2:02:31 AM): so I'm sure it'll pick up
AsianxChick90210 (2:02:38 AM): It gets a lot better
AsianxChick90210 (2:02:41 AM): It does start off kinda slow
AsianxChick90210 (2:02:50 AM): Have any favorites yet?
barsmars23 (2:03:25 AM): I like James R, Jennifer, and Eric I think
AsianxChick90210 (2:04:50 AM): You like Cappy? lol
AsianxChick90210 (2:04:57 AM): I guess its early lol
barsmars23 (2:04:59 AM): Cappy?
AsianxChick90210 (2:05:03 AM): Yeah Cappy is Eric
barsmars23 (2:05:07 AM): oh
AsianxChick90210 (2:05:08 AM): They call him cappy later
AsianxChick90210 (2:05:09 AM): lol
barsmars23 (2:05:22 AM): because he is a Fire Captain?
AsianxChick90210 (2:05:27 AM): Yeah I think so
barsmars23 (2:05:35 AM): he just seems smart
barsmars23 (2:05:49 AM): Michael seems terrible dumb
barsmars23 (2:06:02 AM): Maggie seems boring
AsianxChick90210 (2:06:06 AM): So boring
barsmars23 (2:06:10 AM): Ivette is okay
barsmars23 (2:06:13 AM): I guess
barsmars23 (2:06:20 AM): I dont think I like Beau
barsmars23 (2:06:26 AM): only because hes a personal shopper
AsianxChick90210 (2:06:32 AM): lol
barsmars23 (2:07:03 AM): I like Rachel a little
barsmars23 (2:07:10 AM): but she annoyed me a bit during her HoH reign
barsmars23 (2:07:20 AM): Janelle seems annoying
barsmars23 (2:07:31 AM): I kinda liked Ashlea
AsianxChick90210 (2:08:05 AM): Janelle is my favorite lol
AsianxChick90210 (2:08:15 AM): She wasn't at first though
barsmars23 (2:08:59 AM): yeah everyone says I'll like her later
barsmars23 (2:09:08 AM): It was the same with Jessica in 8 for me
barsmars23 (2:09:11 AM): I didnt like her at first
AsianxChick90210 (2:09:12 AM): Yeah she was great
barsmars23 (2:09:13 AM): but she grew on me
AsianxChick90210 (2:09:28 AM): Wait have you seen the 1st evicton yet?
barsmars23 (2:09:33 AM): yeah i just saw it
barsmars23 (2:09:35 AM): Ashlea left
AsianxChick90210 (2:09:36 AM): Oh okay
AsianxChick90210 (2:09:45 AM): Janelle was great because she lost her ally in the first round
barsmars23 (2:10:01 AM): that summer of secrets thing is a bust
AsianxChick90210 (2:10:03 AM): Oh I cant even talk about it
barsmars23 (2:10:04 AM): everyone figured it out like
barsmars23 (2:10:06 AM): immediately
AsianxChick90210 (2:10:10 AM): lol cause I'll spoil
AsianxChick90210 (2:10:12 AM): Yeah they did
barsmars23 (2:10:27 AM): almost as bad as the Saboteur being evicted week 1
AsianxChick90210 (2:10:34 AM): lol that was so funny
AsianxChick90210 (2:10:41 AM): That honesty was my least favorite season
barsmars23 (2:12:02 AM): I liked the ending better than 11s ending at least
barsmars23 (2:12:06 AM): but 11 was definitely a better season
barsmars23 (2:12:16 AM): I'm not a big fan of Jordan
AsianxChick90210 (2:12:19 AM): Yeah same
barsmars23 (2:26:32 AM): alrighty im gonna head for bed
barsmars23 (2:26:36 AM): good luck!
AsianxChick90210 (2:26:39 AM): Alright

[Sandra Bullock]

{Conversation with Nicki}

AsianxChick90210 (1:42:02 PM): I think this might be the first time I see you on AIM, not on your cell phone lol
barbzolanski (1:42:18 PM): haha Its weird huh?
AsianxChick90210 (1:43:08 PM): Yes
AsianxChick90210 (2:36:30 PM): I wish the Host was on
AsianxChick90210 (2:36:36 PM): I have a question about the challenge
barbzolanski (2:36:43 PM): Whats yo question?
AsianxChick90210 (2:36:52 PM): If we can add an S to the end of it or ING
AsianxChick90210 (2:36:54 PM): Things like that
barbzolanski (2:37:03 PM): Oh I wondered that too actually
barbzolanski (3:03:39 PM): I don't know what do do for these words
barbzolanski (3:03:42 PM): Theres to many lmao
AsianxChick90210 (3:03:49 PM): lol did you just start it?
barbzolanski (3:04:19 PM): I haven't started yet I'm like a retard right now I just stare at the pictures and the words and I'm like WTF is this so I read everything again then repeat
AsianxChick90210 (3:04:32 PM): LOL
AsianxChick90210 (3:04:40 PM): I just don't get BEER
AsianxChick90210 (3:04:48 PM): None of those words except maybe ONE match with beer
barbzolanski (3:05:03 PM): Beer is a word?
AsianxChick90210 (3:05:09 PM): #60
AsianxChick90210 (3:05:11 PM): The picture
barbzolanski (3:06:44 PM): What one matches with it?
AsianxChick90210 (3:07:07 PM): I don't know
AsianxChick90210 (3:07:15 PM): The only one I thought of was gold, but that's a huge stretch
barbzolanski (3:07:21 PM): People in Africa drink beer?
barbzolanski (3:07:22 PM): HA
AsianxChick90210 (3:07:28 PM): lol I don't think so
AsianxChick90210 (3:08:28 PM): Einstein too
AsianxChick90210 (3:08:33 PM): I know I'm not going to win this lol
AsianxChick90210 (3:08:39 PM): I can tell you right now I won't win this lol
barbzolanski (3:08:55 PM): why?
AsianxChick90210 (3:09:03 PM): I just don't think a lot of mine are correct
barbzolanski (3:11:13 PM): I don't even know how to start
AsianxChick90210 (3:11:28 PM): And everytime I look at another option I just get more confused
AsianxChick90210 (3:13:51 PM): It's frustrating
barbzolanski (3:14:33 PM): These comps always make me feel dumb
AsianxChick90210 (3:14:44 PM): Well at least you don't need to win it
barbzolanski (3:14:45 PM): what did you put for the beer one though?
barbzolanski (3:15:00 PM): Bitch if I win it I'm taking you off
barbzolanski (3:15:01 PM): lmao
AsianxChick90210 (3:15:16 PM): Are you really?
barbzolanski (3:15:26 PM): Yes honest to god
AsianxChick90210 (3:15:30 PM): I was wondering if Penn was Canadian
barbzolanski (3:15:40 PM): He's from pennsylvania
AsianxChick90210 (3:15:41 PM): Because apparently one of my canadian friends said that Blue is a popular type of beer
AsianxChick90210 (3:15:46 PM): Okay so that's totally wrong then lol
barbzolanski (3:16:01 PM): but there is a beer called blue ribbon
AsianxChick90210 (3:16:06 PM): Blue Moon too
AsianxChick90210 (3:16:14 PM): I dunno
AsianxChick90210 (3:16:17 PM): I think its a stretch
AsianxChick90210 (3:16:42 PM): Okay I'm just going to take a risk here lol
AsianxChick90210 (3:17:00 PM): I mean I feel like I have to win this or lol I have such a good shot at leaving
AsianxChick90210 (3:17:15 PM): So did you want to kinda compare with each other and see where we think the same or where were different?
AsianxChick90210 (3:17:17 PM): If you don't its fine
AsianxChick90210 (3:17:32 PM): I just felt like other people probably were doing that and two heads are clearly better than one
AsianxChick90210 (3:17:44 PM): So I was thinking my chances are no good with that potentially going on
barbzolanski (3:17:47 PM): Honestly I haven't even started and I don't know where to put things yet but yeah we can
barbzolanski (3:18:00 PM): Believe it or not I actually like you miss Sandra
AsianxChick90210 (3:18:06 PM): Well I have to submit it in 2 hours
AsianxChick90210 (3:18:09 PM): I believe you
AsianxChick90210 (3:18:19 PM): I think that you do have a good relationship with Lindsey though and I'm not entirely sure how you would vote
AsianxChick90210 (3:18:27 PM): It wouldn't surprise me if you kept me or if you kept her
AsianxChick90210 (3:18:37 PM): And I know I have 2 votes against me more than likely so thats not really good lol
barbzolanski (3:18:47 PM): I don't have a good relationship with lindsay lmfao
AsianxChick90210 (3:18:53 PM): Oh I thought you did
AsianxChick90210 (3:18:58 PM): She made it sound like you did
AsianxChick90210 (3:19:02 PM): So I was like..oh lol
barbzolanski (3:19:19 PM): No she asked me who would go and I'm like Idk? we actually talk like twice a week
AsianxChick90210 (3:19:45 PM): Oh I guess she might of been over exaggerating it
AsianxChick90210 (3:20:16 PM): I know Adam is pushing for me hardcore to leave
AsianxChick90210 (3:20:19 PM): Even Lindsey told me that
barbzolanski (3:20:23 PM): I think its cause I told her I didn't want her to go... which is true but I don't want either of you to go
AsianxChick90210 (3:20:42 PM): Right
AsianxChick90210 (3:20:51 PM): Well I know you know if I did stay I have zero intentions of ever coming after you
AsianxChick90210 (3:21:02 PM): I guess from what she was saying that you might of thought the same for her and your vote was in the air
barbzolanski (3:21:55 PM): It wouldn't matter if you wanted to punch me in the face or even if I hated you a bunch of people jumping on you for no reason isn't right.... thats just how I feel, If adam has a problem with you then why does BIlly, bob, susie, and Marcus gotta go after you too?
AsianxChick90210 (3:22:10 PM): LOL
AsianxChick90210 (3:22:17 PM): Billy, Bob, Susie, and Marcus <3
AsianxChick90210 (3:22:18 PM): lol
barbzolanski (3:23:05 PM): Lmfao games are supposed to be fun and i've been in your position where you didn't do shit and people are running around acting like you bin ladens sister and you know where he at
AsianxChick90210 (3:23:25 PM): Yeah its bizarre
AsianxChick90210 (3:23:53 PM): I mean I take full responsibility for my comments toward Adam and Kate on the forum, but that came out because it got to a point where I was like..I can't take it anymore
AsianxChick90210 (3:24:01 PM): They pushed me to that level
barbzolanski (3:24:17 PM): Crap well I got to get going i will be on my phone and I'll talk to you on it hopefully ill have time to hand in my comp
AsianxChick90210 (3:24:25 PM): Okay good luck!
barbzolanski is mobile 3:24pm
barbzolanski (3:24:57 PM): I'm on it lol
AsianxChick90210 (3:25:09 PM): Oh you said talk to you on it lol
AsianxChick90210 (3:25:13 PM): I thought you said talk to you later lol
AsianxChick90210 (3:25:16 PM): kk
barbzolanski (3:25:34 PM): The funny thing about me is people will talk to me and instantly assume I'm agreeing with them about getting you two out
AsianxChick90210 (3:25:52 PM): Right, but at this point one of us is leaving
AsianxChick90210 (3:26:04 PM): I mean if she wins the Veto I'm leaving and if I win it she's leaving
AsianxChick90210 (3:26:12 PM): So it come down to one of us going home at this point
barbzolanski (3:26:14 PM): Agreed
AsianxChick90210 (3:26:41 PM): And I think I need 5 votes to stay which sounds crazy to me lol
barbzolanski (3:27:17 PM): Well you got 2 to stay so far
AsianxChick90210 (3:27:21 PM): Since they're 7 votes this round unless Bradley or Kate were to use their extra votes
AsianxChick90210 (3:27:27 PM): Which 2 do I have to stay?
barbzolanski (3:27:38 PM): Me and drew
AsianxChick90210 (3:27:55 PM): I had no idea what Drew was thinking
AsianxChick90210 (3:28:00 PM): Since I barely know him
barbzolanski (3:28:27 PM): Yeah but he doesn't like lindsay
AsianxChick90210 (3:28:38 PM): Everytime I message him he's not there
barbzolanski (3:29:17 PM): Also I think drew and dianna are close don't quote me on it but she will prob vote the same
AsianxChick90210 (3:29:35 PM): I was having Dianna leaning toward Linsey only because of the falling out they had
barbzolanski (3:31:53 PM): I think she will vote lindsay out
AsianxChick90210 (3:32:13 PM): And if I did stay who do you think I should go after?
AsianxChick90210 (3:32:29 PM): I mean it's going to be Adam, but the other person I'm not sold on yet
barbzolanski (3:32:53 PM): I can't tell you any names as much as I want to lmao
AsianxChick90210 (3:32:59 PM): lol okay
AsianxChick90210 (3:33:10 PM): I mean I guess if I stay and if that situation occurs we can discuss it
barbzolanski (3:33:20 PM): As much as adam is one of my best friends lmao

[Sandra Bullock]

I've been trying to have strategic conversations with people that I believe could potentially keep me around. I believe Bradley in everything he says pretty much. I don't think he's playing me at all right now. I think he actually stands the best chance of winning this Veto. Nicki on the other hand I still don't fully trust. I just am not sure I can believe everything she says.

However, I do feel a little bit better after these two conversations about my position in the house. I just know that I need at least 4 votes to stay if an extra vote isn't used this week.

I don't think I did very well in the Veto Competition. I think because I spent sooo much time doing it that I ended up confusing myself and getting lost. I think I was thinking of too many possible scenarios instead of keeping it simple. So hopefully the Veto just doesn't get used because I think that's my best shot at staying this week.

[Sandra Bullock]

Lindsey won the Power of Veto and of course I wanted to be happy for her, but I knew that her winning it meant that I was probably going home. Her winning was worst case scenario. So it was tough and I am coming to reality that I have very few cards to play if I want to stay. It's going to be extremely tough for me to try and get myself into the next week especially with Lindsey going to be there.

You win some and you lose some, but I think this loss was the one that will make me lose the game.

[Sandra Bullock]

{Conversation with Johnny}

AsianxChick90210 (10:23:11 PM): Hey Johnny!
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:23:23 PM): hey hows it goin?
AsianxChick90210 (10:23:30 PM): Its going alright. How about yourself?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:24:33 PM): Im doing well
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:24:44 PM): just got off a shift of work so Im kinda tired
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:24:58 PM): but at least I GOT to work today
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:25:03 PM): snow cancelled yesterday
AsianxChick90210 (10:25:07 PM): Yeah exactly!
AsianxChick90210 (10:25:10 PM): Lots of snow
AsianxChick90210 (10:26:30 PM): I don't think I ever got the opportunity to thank you for standing up for me at the Nomination Ceremony. So thanks! ol
AsianxChick90210 (10:26:31 PM): *lol
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:27:13 PM): your welcome... Originally I wasnt going to say anything, but I dunno its just so stupid
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:27:25 PM): the only thing I hate more than a sore loser is an arrogant winner
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:28:04 PM): It was disapointing to see you didnt win veto\
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:28:08 PM): I was pulling for you
AsianxChick90210 (10:28:13 PM): Yeah
AsianxChick90210 (10:28:21 PM): Thanks I'm upest I didn't win it either
AsianxChick90210 (10:29:01 PM): So yeah now I feel like my chances just got a lot worse for staying lol
AsianxChick90210 (10:29:08 PM): I have no idea who Sean is going to replace Lindsay with
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:29:22 PM): yeah I have no clue either
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:29:59 PM): I kinda hope that it is someone inactive, cuz I dont think he is going to put up Adam or anyone from that side
AsianxChick90210 (10:30:05 PM): Right
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:30:13 PM): but maybe people will see the light if Dianna is on the block
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:30:22 PM): who was incredibly lame this week
AsianxChick90210 (10:30:33 PM): Shes comfortable with her position
AsianxChick90210 (10:31:14 PM): I dunno if I see Sean on what I should do
AsianxChick90210 (10:31:29 PM): I feel like I need him to nominate someone that has a small chance of leaving in order for me to stay
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:31:52 PM): what do you mean?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:32:02 PM): like I would assume
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:32:08 PM): youd want someone who is likely to leave
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:32:09 PM): beside you
AsianxChick90210 (10:32:10 PM): Well if he nominates someone like Bradley or you then I'm out
AsianxChick90210 (10:32:12 PM): Right
AsianxChick90210 (10:32:33 PM): It has to be someone I think could go and would vote for me if they weren't up
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:33:03 PM): yeah
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:33:15 PM): who do you think would vote against you?
AsianxChick90210 (10:33:18 PM): So yeah Dianna maybe
AsianxChick90210 (10:33:29 PM): Well I think now that Lindsey is off the block Dianna will vote for me
AsianxChick90210 (10:33:34 PM): I know Adam will vote for me along with Kate
AsianxChick90210 (10:33:42 PM): So I have 3 votes for me no matter what probably
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:33:49 PM): and there are 7 total?
AsianxChick90210 (10:33:52 PM): Yeah
AsianxChick90210 (10:34:02 PM): So I would need Drew, Bradley, and you
AsianxChick90210 (10:34:12 PM): I think Lindsay would be a vote for me to stay
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:34:14 PM): right
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:34:19 PM): how is your relationship with Drew?
AsianxChick90210 (10:34:28 PM): It's good
AsianxChick90210 (10:34:42 PM): I think Drew would consider keeping me
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:34:43 PM): and yes I agree, Lindsay is a vote for you to stay
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:35:46 PM): k so like one thing I am a little apprehensive of is Lindsay campaigning for you
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:36:03 PM): cuz personally, the way she goes about campaining
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:36:10 PM): I think is really blatant and pushy
AsianxChick90210 (10:36:19 PM): She's campaigning?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:36:23 PM): no she isnt
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:36:26 PM): but the last two votes
AsianxChick90210 (10:36:29 PM): Oh lol I was like...
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:36:30 PM): she has campaigned
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:36:39 PM): and I could see her doing it again
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:37:20 PM): like I have lied to her about my vote twice now (which I do feel bad about) because I feel like she spreads information without thinking
AsianxChick90210 (10:37:44 PM): Right
AsianxChick90210 (10:37:59 PM): I mean I understand now that its going to be even tougher for me because people are going to naturally assume that its her and I to the end
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:37:59 PM): I dunno if you can maybe get through to her about it, but last week I specifically told her
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:38:02 PM): not to tell anyone
AsianxChick90210 (10:38:04 PM): However, I think you know its not lol
AsianxChick90210 (10:38:07 PM): I mean at least for me
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:38:08 PM): I was actually down for evicting Kate
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:38:20 PM): and honestly, if the votes were there
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:38:24 PM): I would have done it no question
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:38:29 PM): but then later in the night
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:38:41 PM): I get this message from Kate, and Lindsay went and told Kate herself
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:38:45 PM): that I said I would vote her out
AsianxChick90210 (10:38:48 PM): eek
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:39:01 PM): so obviously I didnt tell Lindsay I was gonna go with majority after that
AsianxChick90210 (10:39:08 PM): Right
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:39:09 PM): I dunno, I just think
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:39:23 PM): she could really sink any plan to save you this week if we are not careful about it
AsianxChick90210 (10:39:32 PM): You're close with Bradley right?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:39:33 PM): I will try to work Bradley though
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:39:37 PM): Im semi close
AsianxChick90210 (10:39:48 PM): Well Bradley told me that Sean considered putting up Kate, but then decided on me
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:39:50 PM): I think he is closer with Adam than me :/
AsianxChick90210 (10:40:02 PM): So I'm wondering if Sean is going to put up Kate
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:40:13 PM): that would not be a good thing
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:40:17 PM): Kate has an extra vote
AsianxChick90210 (10:40:28 PM): She can't use it if she's up though right?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:40:35 PM): I dunno if she can or not
AsianxChick90210 (10:41:04 PM): Well I know the only way I could possibly stay is if Drew, Bradley, and you kept me and none of you were nominated
AsianxChick90210 (10:42:01 PM): Since I fully expect Kate, Dianna, and Adam to vote for me
AsianxChick90210 (10:42:09 PM): Nicki I have no idea where she stands exactly
AsianxChick90210 (10:43:42 PM): I dunno its bad lol
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:44:00 PM): yeah I wouldnt count on Nicki, she keeps her cards very close
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:44:04 PM): which prolly means
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:44:12 PM): she is with someone very tightly and we just dont know who\
AsianxChick90210 (10:44:15 PM): Kate
AsianxChick90210 (10:44:17 PM): Shes with Kate
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:44:29 PM): really? I always assumed Dianna
AsianxChick90210 (10:44:40 PM): As far as I know it's Kate
AsianxChick90210 (10:44:52 PM): Since she was talking to me one night and she was like "I'm not even going to lie Kate is my girl"
AsianxChick90210 (10:45:05 PM): Ya know Lindsay told me that Adam helped her with the Veto?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:46:22 PM): really?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:46:24 PM): wow
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:46:26 PM): thats so lame
AsianxChick90210 (10:46:35 PM): Yeah
AsianxChick90210 (10:46:48 PM): So Adam went above and beyond campaigning against me lol
AsianxChick90210 (10:46:55 PM): I thought it was just talk, but he took full action
AsianxChick90210 (10:47:02 PM): I almost wonder if he would of used it on her if he won
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:48:03 PM): probably
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:48:12 PM): cuz she would have left over you
AsianxChick90210 (10:48:55 PM): I just hate that he seems to have this control
AsianxChick90210 (10:49:02 PM): If he ends up winning...blah lol
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:50:36 PM): yeah its crazy how willing people are to just defer in this game
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:50:49 PM): I have never played a game before where people are just willing to go along with whatever
AsianxChick90210 (10:52:20 PM): Same
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:52:35 PM): are you like 100% sure he helped Lindsay?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:52:39 PM): with that veto?
AsianxChick90210 (10:52:40 PM): She told me
AsianxChick90210 (10:52:48 PM): She said that he told her the strategy to use and so she went back and did it over
AsianxChick90210 (10:53:03 PM): I have the conversation
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:53:23 PM): ugh thats SO lame
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:53:37 PM): I am so annoyed by that
AsianxChick90210 (10:53:43 PM): As am I
AsianxChick90210 (10:53:56 PM): Thats how bad he wants me out I guess lol
AsianxChick90210 (10:54:08 PM): I just will never understand how that simple question set him off on this tirade
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:54:39 PM): Im sure its more than that... like he is threatened by you cuz you think for yourself
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:54:40 PM): or something
AsianxChick90210 (10:54:47 PM): Yeah I dunno

[Sandra Bullock]

{Conversation with Nicki}

AsianxChick90210 (7:18:58 PM): Hey Nicki
barbzolanski (7:20:27 PM): Heyy
AsianxChick90210 (7:20:47 PM): How are you?
barbzolanski (7:21:18 PM): Good and you boo?
AsianxChick90210 (7:22:03 PM): I'm doing alright
barbzolanski (7:24:41 PM): Have you talked to anyone about the votes?
AsianxChick90210 (7:24:54 PM): Yes I have
AsianxChick90210 (7:25:14 PM): I mean the way I see it I have 3 votes against me already, Adam, Dianna and Kate
AsianxChick90210 (7:25:29 PM): So in order to stay I would need Bradley, Johnny, and you to vote to keep me
AsianxChick90210 (7:25:40 PM): The vote would be 4-3 and if any of you guys voted for me then I go home
barbzolanski (7:32:47 PM): I think brads voting you
AsianxChick90210 (7:33:00 PM): So then I'm going home
barbzolanski (7:33:18 PM): I think so
AsianxChick90210 (7:33:41 PM): Oh well lol
AsianxChick90210 (7:34:51 PM): Adam successfully accomplished his goal and did it at all costs
barbzolanski (7:35:16 PM): I haven't even voted yet
AsianxChick90210 (7:35:27 PM): Yeah, but if Bradley votes for me I'm out
AsianxChick90210 (7:35:38 PM): It's 4 votes and 4 votes sends you home
barbzolanski (7:36:01 PM): I don't even wanna vote
AsianxChick90210 (7:36:42 PM): You know Adam helped Lindsey win the Veto?
AsianxChick90210 (7:37:01 PM): That's how bad he wanted me out lol
barbzolanski (7:37:08 PM): ...... Seriously?
AsianxChick90210 (7:37:12 PM): Yeah
AsianxChick90210 (7:37:17 PM): She told me
AsianxChick90210 (7:37:33 PM): She said he was talking to her and helping her out, gave her the best strategy to do it, so she went back and did it over
AsianxChick90210 (7:38:09 PM): Smart move on his part I guess because now I'll leave and he'll have Lindsay on his side if she wins next round
AsianxChick90210 (7:38:24 PM): So he gets rid of the person coming after him and the two that stay wont put him up
AsianxChick90210 (7:38:34 PM): He's playing a smart game, I can't deny that

[Sandra Bullock]

The only card I have left to play in order to stay in this game is by exposing the fact that Adam was helping Lindsay win the Veto. It's a stretch to think it will change anything, but it could sway something potentially? I certainly don't want to leave saying I didn't try to stay. I think the main vote I really have to worry about getting on my side is Bradley. So if I can get Bradley to switch than maybe I stand a chance of sticking around. I still think I'm going home, but if I can at least get 2 or 3 votes for me to stay than I will have left knowing I at least put doubts in peoples minds about how they should continue to play the rest of the game.