Week 5

[Adam Levine]

Sean won HoH! Pretty psyched about that. He ended nominating the same people I would've myself.

Love giving Sandra a hard time, but I actually want Lindsay to leave this week. I don't think it's smart for Johnny to stand up for her. Seriously, no one likes her in the house. If anything, that might make Johnny out of "the loop". idk who the loop consists of, but I feel like I'm a part of it. (And my eviction happens now )

I feel less trusting of Johnny atm, but I still want to be F2 with him. Don't see how that's gonna happen if we continue our public "fight". People would be confused if we didn't nominate each other if we made it seem like we didn't like each other. I know I would be.

I think my public feud with Sandra will help me for a variety of reasons. It gives me an easy target on who to nominate. People know what my intentions are (to get rid of Sandra). And people might evict the pawn rather than Sandra (if I'm HoH) so Sandra and my feud can continue. That'll help lessen the people in the middle, and will help me make easy nominations throughout the whole game.

[Adam Levine]

So I basically handed Johnny that reward challenge. I should've kept the answers for myself. LAME! But the prize will benefit him more than me, so that's fine.

[Adam Levine]

Sitting bored at work, so no better time than to update my DR!

I keep harassing Sandra. I would say it's a mild form of cyber-bullying. I really hope she doesn't take it to heart. I don't hate the chick, I just find it entertaining. Got her down to -20 something karma. That's hilarious. I'm hoping it'll also tell others not to get on my shit list. And it might intimidate others to nominate me. The only thing there though is that I would be a flashing backdoor option. Gotta be careful.

I noticed Noah "liked" Johnny's fake comment directed at me in the HoH thread, as if he were sticking up for Sandra. Noah's so out of the loop, it's ridiculous. But that's what happens when you disappear as HoH. He's probably just mad at the goodbye message I sent him. Idc really, it was the truth. I don't think Noah or any other evicted houseguest should be able to "like" or comment on anything as long as the game's up. But that's just me

I thought this PoV was easy, just time-consuming. Bradley tried to fish for a lot of my answers. I just said back off and do it! He brought up how he told me a lot of the answers for the Stars challenge, but I told him I didn't ask for it and that he shouldn't bribe me. He thought of it as allies helping each other. Than I told him we're not gonna have the same answers, I already gave him a lot considering this is a 64 sentence challenge. He just needs to do it on his own. And I need to stop helping people.

I've helped Johnny A LOT, giving him a safe with $10, giving him answers in the Harry Potter thing. And even if I become HoH, Johnny will use his power, I'll throw it, and he'll be HoH. The only thing I can recall that benefited me is voting out Britney over Kate, and I didn't even really care about that. I can be a hard competitor, but it seems like others will reep the rewards more than I will.

[Adam Levine]

Lindsay told others I helped her with the comp. I did. And Johnny's PISSED!

Ugh, Johnny lost a lot of trust in me when he found out I helped his #1 enemy. Which I didn't think about for some reason. But at the end of the day, what's done is done. I'm super excited about Sandra still being nominated.

I'm just sad about pissing off Johnny. But I'm hoping with Lindsay's win, Sandra's fate is sealed.

[Adam Levine]

Penn knows what I'm talking about. I'm upset, but I don't want him expelled.

[Penn Badgley]

Hey are you able to get on AIM?

[Adam Levine]

so sad. this is what i get for being a dr whore

I'll miss you bradley