Round dos

[Sean Hayes]

...and evil prevailed.....[/size][/b]


ughhhh. so i guess of course people thought like i said in my last entry in round 1.

that noah wouldnt be back, so he'd be easy to vote out.

and that's exactly what happened anyway.



so now Dianna is still here. and has a chance at winning HoH. she's the only one im really worried about winning HoH at this point.

the others, i think im pretty well off with.

and it seems that this challenge is going to be a chance of luck again because no one seems to want to collaborate much.

I did talk with Mike and with Kate. as to their choices. and made sure to NOT put my balls in their holes. (teehee)

i tried asking bitch Nicki where she put her blue ball, so that i didnt put my balls, with her balls, but of course this is the answer i got:

"sowwy, everyone's asking me but i cant say where i put it.." [/color]


um...okay, that just means you dont want to work with anyone....


and just puts her further up my "get-the-fuck-out-of-my-house" list.


yes. that does exist. ill put that up soon enough. hahah.

just wanted a short update here.
im excited to see who wins this tonight.

i work the next 6 nights in a row tho. ew.


hugs and kisses. [/size]

[Sean Hayes]

uh-oh......[/color][/size]

it seems that shit has hit the fan since nominations.


and i love it.[/size][/b]..that im not involved anyway.


Bradley won HoH this week. which i couldnt be more happy about because atleast it's someone that im aligned with yet. WIN.

(here's hoping he doesnt go MIA like the last tho.) teehee.


regardless, Britney came to me earlier and was like "o.m.g. bradley just like, told me i was like, going up on the block" (really, she added one like, i added the extra to make her sound alittle more ditzy.)

...atleast he was nice enough to tell her she was going up...right?
i would want to be told if i was going on the block. none of that blindsidedbullshit.

so i tried to comfort her. i mean, she wouldnt' have been my first choice for the block, but i guess i could understand the "inactivity" reasoning with her not doing HoH challenge this week.

then nicki comes to me:

Nicki: .......... I messed up on mofo challenge
me: you messed up?
Nicki: Yeah I wasn't posting names *heres my giving a fuck though* cause I'm heeeeeeated
me: heated? about not posting names?haha.
Nicki: No, and i'm about to be reaaaaaaaaaly honest with you mkay? so don't bitch slap me deal?
me: um, sure, go ahead. haha.
Nicki: *crosses legs* Well earlier Bradley told britney that I wanted her up.... and i did mention her name, but then I took it back and here is where i'm being HONEST, I said put sean up because I feel like he only talks to me when he wants help for a challenge which bothers me...so don't choke me I just wanna be honest with people before i start getting bitchslapped for no damn reason.
me: HAHAHA. thanks for being honest. im not offended. you can think what you want. i dont contact you JUST for help with a challenge. but...you're entitled to think that way. /slash im not being a bitch, just being honest with you.
Nicki: Its fine lmao i just didn't know, but I wanted to be honest because brit said "thanks for throwing me under the bus" so before anyone told you I figured Id let my big girl balls drop and tell you....
Whether or not that messes my game up "I don't care"
I just don't want people thinking OH GOD NICKI YOU ARE SUCH A LYING BITCH lolz.
me: nicki be bringing shit to the table like a big girl.i enjoy this. and makes me respect you more. props.
Nicki: Thank you darling although Ill probably out of this game soon for my rants about how upset i am
me: to who? if no one sees them in your DR but housecallers.
Nicki: No i've been ranting outloud, cause I'm nice.
me: oh okayy.
Nicki: *puts on lipstick* now for me to stop being such a judgemental bitch, whats up?

and then we talked small talk about life and such.

so...atleast she was honest with me.
and i was honest with her in saying i respect her decision to say something to me up front.

not that i'd really give a shit because i dont really care for her anyway, so her opinion of me, doesnt really matter.

then Britney came back:

britney: Bradley and his alliance with Adam better watch out
me: oh really?
britney:yup, Bradley told me that Mike, Nicki & Adam all wanted me up.. I'm like hmm ok.....Bradley & Adam worked together in another game before and went to the F3, they had a F2 but being the other girl won the Final HOH Bradley was evicted...I've got a rage inside me right now. Bradley is a idiot for putting me up, I'm trying not to self distruct.
me: relax. one challenge at a time girl!

i LOVE when people tell me information. [/color]


so...apparently Bradley and Adam are much closer than i thought they were. Bradley and i are pretty close tho too. i consider him the one im closest with now that Noah is gone...


but im not really close with Adam, even tho he's in my bedroom. we havent really reached out to eachother online...which makes me think he has other stuff up his sleeve.. i guess we'll just have to see.

i also didnt realize how good looking Adam is in real life, until i started this reward challenge. YUM.



then i read Bradley's nomination ceremony.


okay...i can agree with your reasoning's Sir Cooper and such...but....when you say that "some house guests think you should be up.." etc, make sure you're talking about more than just 2 people...and those are the two people you trust most. (and im not one of them)[/color]

i dont agree with the way he posted it. he's making it sound like he's doing the rest of the house's dirty work...which im not a fan of. You're playing as HoH this week....man up and do some dirt. don't try to sit in the background as if you're just doing "what the rest of the house wants"....this is your week, YOUR power.

lackluster.

but im still gonna remain close to him. really, im not playing against him, i just dont agree with the way he handled it. we're all entitled to our own opinions...right?


"week two has begun, and the mud is getting deep,
some people are succeeding, but others seem asleep,
Bradley's in charge, and his nominations are posts,
Blake and Penn, just make the best hosts.

dont forget housecallers, Lucy, Orlando and Ru,
my reign of HoH is already long overdue,
watch out cause imma be fighting like hell,
making others give their final farewell." [/size]


LOLz. that sounds like a Minaj rap. lame.

[Sean Hayes]

uh-ohh......[/color][/size]


...i just realized all my starters here are SO dramatic.
but come on, Sean Hayes is dramatic, isnt he? ha.


anyway, since no one else is ever online when i am...
because im not allowed to be a night owl due to work,


ive been becoming friends with an enemy...
(or rather someone i disliked, but im growing closer with)


wanna take a guess...?


Nicki Minaj [/size][/color]

the way i see it, the gayz love nicki, dont they?


regardless, she approached me and said:

Nicki: Seaaan would you like to join my teeeeeam?
me:there's a TEAM? that i didnt know about?
Nicki: Um... no lmfao like I wanna get the people who keep skipping challenges out... it would just be me and you... but it isn't really an alliance
me: im okay with that. i wanna get rid of the garbage.
Nicki: Its pissing me off
me: i agree, and i know it's irking Penn.


so...we're a [team]?

YAY![/color]........not.

haha. im keeping her at an arms distance. really.
i dont trust her, one bit.

but ill be nice to her face. ;D

as for the results of Paparazzi (they havent been posted yet)


it seems people couldnt/didnt try to complete the challenge.
which irks me. because if you wanted to play this game so much, then fucking play. dont sit around and NOT do stuff simply because it might not benefit you. it's the name of the game. get over it people, TRY alittle harder.

im not sure who the inactive players are, but when i DO figure it out....

me and Nicki J be on the case to get rid of the trash[/color].



"so i posted my pictures, and im waiting for results,
i wish this childish shit would stop, so we could all just act adults,

people need to step it up, cause Nicki and i on a mission,
throwing out this garbage, and starting our inquisition." [/size]


(i tell you, she's really rubbing off on me..)teehee.[/b]

[Sean Hayes]

HUGE NEWS. [/color][/size]



..other than that i won reward challenge. WOO!


MIKE BIRBIGLIA informed me where one of the keys are!

AHH! it pays to have connections. AND im definitely staying connected to him.


i will trust him from here on out, not that he's ever given me reason to NOT trust him.


the one found is in the attic "public notice" post...the last ! point.
wow. you little sneak Penn!


haha. awesome.
cant wait to see if we can find the other key before anyone else.


keeping you guys posted! xo.

[Sean Hayes]

chitttttterrrr chatterrrrrrr[/color][/size]


my little talk with Johnny about the house and our thoughts:


Johnny: so do you mind if I ask you your opinions on the house? I really dont want to pry but I get the impression we hold pretty similar opinions
-if you dont wanna talk about it though
-say no
-I wont be upset or anything
-I just get the vibe that I can talk to you without having to worry about it being leaked or anything to others
me: absolutely.
-i would fully talk about ANYONE in this house. and be honest. hahahah.
-i feel like i can trust you and wont have to worry about any feelings leaking.
Johnny:cool Im glad its mutual :-)
-cuz its hard in this game to piece things together
when there is a lack of communication
-and honestly this game seems almost like a blank slate to me in some ways, but I know that in reality it must not be
-if there are sides though, I dont think they are all that pronounced yet
me: yet.
johnny: i agree.
I think that they could potentially start to form with this vote though
if Brit stays on the block, that is
-if she is swapped for an inactive things might stay the same
me: lets discuss, who do you want gone?
johnny: i wouldnt be sad to see Christie leave.
me: me either, but i think Brit thinks she has a really good chance of winning this PoV, but i really think it's about luck.
johnny: yeah
-I mean, Christie Dianna and Drew all seem inactive enough for me to want them gone
-I just cant respect that gameplay
-(or lack thereof)
me: agreed.
-and even Kate is surprising me.
-yeah, she posts here and there, but her lack for challenges is beginning to be a bother.
johnny: yeah
-oh so what do you think of this theory?
-I suspect that maybe there might be something between Kate and Brad
-because his HoH decisions with her seem weird
-He moves her up on the list, and then gives her key to her last for some reason
-like maybe he was trying to play something down with that key?
me: hmmm...
-very suspicious.
-ill be honest, im kinda close with Brad, but i know nothing about an alliance with Kate.
-his nominations were ALL his tho.
-and i dont really appreciate how he said "some of the house"..
-like...do your own dirty work, dont put it back on us.
-lol.
Johnny: yeah I get along with Brad too
I get a mixed impression from him
-because on a personal level I love him and he is great to talk to
game wise though, I feel like he has a big picture of how he wants things to go down
me: but he's taking care of them in a lousy manner then.
lol.
johnny: yeah
-I think when you are HoH
-its just best to own up to your actions
-people respect it more
me: fully agree.
-how do you feel about other people?
-i havent talked to TOO many people.
-you, brad, and mike are the people im closest with.
Johnny: ummm I would say Mike is someoene who I really get along with, and I also like Brit and Brad but I think they are gonna gun for eachother and I dont want to get in the middle of that
-oh and Nicki I talk to as well, but I am not sure what to think of her yet
-so I am very careful with what I disclose
me: agreed.
-tho she's one of those types of people that slyly get you to tell them stuff.
-somehow.
-haha.
SIDE NOTE: nicki reminds me of Seb from last season that i played, which kind of scares me that it could potentially be him..........oh boy. that just hit me now.
me: she cracks me up with her comments.
-and im STILL not 100% sure if it's a gay guy, or a legit girl.
Johnny: its a gay guy
-def not a girl lol
-lol I just refered to him as an 'it'
-I have a feeling that Nicki is just in it for herself and will kinda play everybody
-like a lone wolf styleplayer
me: agreed.
-everyone else is kinda below radar at the moment with me.
-i think Sandra is BORING.
johnny: lol me too
-but I think she will do well
-like not win
-but slide pretty far
(another Halle Berry? HA!)
me: and in my book Christie solidified her spot on me evicting her by saying we're all boring.
johnny: so if you are close to Bradley and Mike
-and I kinda am too
-do you think it would be a good idea
-if they come online in the next like hour to get them to pick the vases so we could ensure one of you three get it?
me: sure.
-im okay with that.
-you mean like, post their lists in their DR's?
-mine's already posted.
johnny: well basically just make sure that all three of you have 1 3 and 7 your first three
-cuz then we can be sure one of you get it
me: yes.
-mike and i were already collaborating.
-and i have sent him my list.
-so i know he should put 1 or 7 first.
-since i put 3.
johnny: ok I feel good about this challenge now
-even though the vetoo outcome will bekinda random
me: absolutely.
-but at that point, i dont really care either because i think we're all safe.
-and its safe to say that someone inactive will take whoevers place.
johhny: yeah
-especially considreing that Bradley doesn wanna piss ppl off
me: right.



and then we went to small talk.
i really do appreciate Johnny as a player in the game, and im hoping im not getting boned by telling him these things.

we'll see?



xoxo,
sean.

[Sean Hayes]

FIRED UP....[/size]


does not even begin to encompass my emotions right now.


here's a little chit chat i had with the puppet master[/color] this afternoon. his name is Adam Levine.

me:so...did you hear about whats supposedly occuring in the house?
what's that?
Adam: about use of PoV?
- yes
-kate using it to backdoor mike
-what do you think about that?
me: im horribly pissed.
Adam: haha.
-aww
Me: but i dont know WHY the circumstances are what they are about the back door?
-like...i dont understand WHY he's being backdoored.
-it's obvious you and brad are pretty close.
Adam: go on
me: i have nothing to go on about?
Adam: im not sure what you're asking from me
Me: do you know why Mike is being backdoored?
Adam: i think it has to do with the prize he won
Me: but no one knows what he won? and i won a prize, does that mean i have a target on my back?
Adam: ok here's the thing:
-mike lied to me about the questions he told me he asked housecalls
-it had nothing to do with the prize, yet he gets the prize on his turn
-it made me lose A LOT of trust in him
-and now that he has the prize, he can easily lie about whatever he has
-so i'm down with taking care of him immediately for his dishonesty to me personally
-but that's just from me
-i can't speak for anyone else
Me: and you've convinced Brad to back door him.
-you've got some good pull.
2:57 PM
Me: do you really think the prize is going to be THAT great for finding a hidden vase?
Adam: nothings official yet
Me: but it might as well be.
-i just cant understand why you would want to vote out someone who is ACTIVE and plays the game, (whether he lied to you or not to further himself for a prize) over someone who called us all BORING...and has strikes against her?
Adam: i think im more hurt than anything
-b/c i was very honest with mike
-and i think i wanted a f2 with him
-but when i heard he lied to me
-it was like a slap in the face
-from me being completely 100% with him
Me: well im trying my best to play neutral here. i cant speak for his dishonesty to you. and i can understand the being hurt.
that i get adam.
-i just think that keeping him in the game, and potentially giving him a second chance to redeem himself, you could get further in the game with Mike, than you could with Christie.
-just my thoughts.
Adam: right
-i definitely agree
-but i am just upset at the situation
-and i appreciate you talking with me even though you're upset yourself
Me: oh, no problem, i was just looking for the reasoning behind all of this.

it's becoming VERY apparent after that challenge as to who is working together in this game.

Conveninent that Kate broke Christie's vase just after Bradley broke Britney's?

hmm...imagine that.

i obviously see where this is going. Kate, Adam, and Mike.

im really doing my best to rally against this.
i cannot understand why you would want to vote someone out, who is ACTIVE and a GOOD player (at this point in the game) for someone who calls us all 'boring"....and someone who has strikes against them.


and Adam's complaints about "lying" and dishonesty......please, this is a game, and you would have done the EXACT same thing if you were higher on the A-list. but you werent.


and he claims "nothing is set in stone yet.."

which is the biggest crock of shit ever. because he controls Brad, and Brad controls Kate, because she'll do whatever Brad wants done, since he's head of household and she doesnt want to ruffle any feathers and leave nominations the way they are..



this game is beginning to turn into an epic fail for my social friends that ive made so far.


i think i have numbers to keep mike tho.


we'll just have to wait and see after veto ceremony is posted.

xoxo.

[Sean Hayes]

well, well, well......[/color][/size]


it seems that i was able to atleast knock some sense into some people before some rash decisions were made.

im not saying that im the ONLY person that convinced them to change their mind, but...i like to think i had some pull there.


i still think that Adam is the mastermind, and his little "unnecessary drama" comment better not have been about me confronting him.

it seems that we're all still on good terms and im glad the guys were able to allow me to vent about keeping mike and that their decisions werent for the BEST interest in the house.


Christie of course is trying to defend herself before she's definitely getting the boot.

i would be utterlyshocked if Lindsay leaves.

i know Bradley is close with her and nominated her because she's a safe bet to stay and im glad she agreed with him that he could nominate her.


so i guess we'll see if inactive number 2 is voted out.

and im fighting like hell for HoH week three.



xoxo.