Week 4 - FML

[Johnny Knoxville]

TRAGEDY STRIKES AS I AM FORCED TO SEND MY OWN ALLY PACKING...









JUST KIDDING!

Alright so I know that its been a few days, but let me say that I still can't believe what happened last week. It was a roller coaster of emotions, and I feel like my entire gameplan has changed. I went from wanting to go into the endgame with Mike (not F2 though), to deciding I wanted to boot his ass out of the door.

And to be completely honest, I am pretty sure that if I had made the decision to keep him that he would have stayed. I think Britney switched because of me, and if she and I hadn't flipped then Mike would have stayed 5-4.

What happened? Well, I just realized that I was nowhere as in with him as I thought I was. He found a power and didn't tell me, attempted to sell out a mutual ally (Sean) and had Lindsay Lohan campaigning her ass off for him. It was really a case of the little things adding up. But fuck me if I am gonna let someone hang on to a power that they didn't bother to tell me about. And yes, I am aware of how much of a hypocrite I am.

So yeah, I turned on Mike and I lied about my vote to him and Lindsay. I did it because I didn't want him to use his power. I was not sure which way Drew would vote, and I didn't want there to be any chance of Mike staying if I was going to be voting against him. I am aware I just burned a bridge with Lindsay though.

I don't harbour negative feelings. I hope Mike doesn't but I understand if he does. Unfortunately it became clear that he was a strong player who was only partially on my side. As much as I liked the guy, keeping him would have been a terrible idea, especially because Sean was the alternative and Sean I feel I can trust to the end.

[Johnny Knoxville]

The Calm of the Storm

After the votes were revealed, there was a short period of time where it felt like the dust was settling. Or maybe I just felt that way because I was busy and not on AIM. But for whatever reason, I felt as though this week might go at a slower pace than last. Delusions <3.

The HoH competition was very interesting. I was glad to be paired with Bradley because I knew we would probably want to rank the teams in the same way. It also allowed me to feel him out a little bit without being too prying. So strategically I think it was good for me. But at the same time, I think I would have earned a lot more points if I had been paired with someone else because nobody wanted Bradley to win this. Either way I kinda bombed the individual portion of it, so I don't think I would have won no matter what happened.

But the best part of the competition? The drama! LMAO ADAM IS SO FUNNY! Way funnier than I realized. He showed me the conversation between him and Sandra. While I do feel that Sandra was not really that out of line, I think any drama in a game is a good thing so I was thrilled to see that there was some happening. His commentary on that conversation was hilarious.

It interesting that the competition ended up being Red vs Blue with Green, Yellow and Orange being in the middle. I think that the lines were drawn that way because people see things as Bradley vs Lindsay right now. That is great for me because being the focal point at this point of the game means that numbers should be easy to rally against them when I need to later on. It also means that the people who would really stick their neck out for me in the long term are not at the center of attention.

So, Drew won the HoH, and I was less than thrilled. I was quite nervous actually, I figured there was a pretty large chance that he would nominate me. So I sent him this:

Hey Drew,

I just wanted to send you a quick PM because I know you probably have a lot on your mind right now. I am at my parent`s place today so signing on AIM is difficult for me... this PM will have to do .

First, I wanted to say congrats on winning your HoH. That was not an easy challenge and you did very well. I also want to say thanks for not swapping me off the A-List, I really appreciate it.

Anyways, I wanted to let you know that I really would appreciate if you decide not to nominate me this week. I know that we haven't really been talking throughout this game and I will totes understand if you decide that nominating me is the right decision for you - it`s just a game and I know that being an HoH forces you to make tough decisions.

I just wanted to put it on the table that if you decide not to nominate me this week, you will have guaranteed safety if I manage to win an HoH. I dont really have the greatest track record in this game so far, but I am a very competitive guy so I think it is likely I will win something at some point. I realize that you would be doing me a big favour and I am not the type of person who not forget that.

If you decide not to take this offer, I totally understand. I just wanted to put it out there.

Good luck with your decision,
- J-Knox

I think in retrospect that I promised more than I should have. This guy was not gonna be after me, because Bradley and Adam have a lot of sway with him. Essentially, I just turned any future nomination I make of him into a backstab.

But honestly its prolly worth it, I REALLY don't want to be on that block this week because I could see myself going. Anyone who would feel safe after what happened last week would be a fucking moron. Things are so unpredictable in the beginning of the game that being on the block is always a risk. So yeah I kinda pimped myself out a bit but I am hoping that someone else will take out Drew for me. I would much rather not be the one to nominate him.

[Johnny Knoxville]

LINDSAY HAD TWO POWERS!!!

I feel like an idiot. Despite being safe this week, I made a critical mistake that you should NEVER make in BB. I started just assuming things would go my way. It didn't hurt me this round because I didn't act on those assumptions, but it was a wakeup call having the nominations end in a way I didn't expect. Assuming is often a fatal flaw in BB, so I gotta start thinking things through a little bit more. But before I get to that, lets dial it back 48 hours because I have a bit to comment on.

Nominations

I really feel like I lucked out with Drew because when I initially saw he won this week I thought there was a pretty good chance that he would nominate me. I don't know if it was my PM or the influence coming from Bradley and Adam but for whatever reason, I was not nominted.

Britney and Sandra weren't exactly who I would have chosen, but I should be counting my blessings because they could be a lot worse. I feel that Brit is safe as a bee at the moment. And I no longer have the fear that she will self destruct on the block... she is handling herself well. I don't really want to see Sandra go, but she is not someone I want to bother keeping around either.

But despite Sandra and Briney being nominated, things appeared to be shaping up for a Lindsay eviction this week. I spent most of yesterday thinking that Lindsay was going to go home this week. Adam had told me that he and Drew had talked and that Drew had decided to nominate Lindsay if he had the opportunity. I was so excited, it was just PERFECT for me!

Veto Competitoin

So veto happens and I leave with two move up the list passes. I am really happy about those. I want to stay on the A list two more weeks and get my free vote. I was right to assume that I would be the only one who really cared about them that much.

The veto ended up in Sandra's hands. She played the competition exactly like she should have, and saved her ass big time. I was wrong to underestimate her.

Adam won an HoH advantage, which will be potentially useful. Immunity went to no one, which I am kicking myself for because I considered bidding 1 on it and I would have received it. If I had, I could have used my power safely next week, although it might not have been worth it.

In my opinion, she is the brains behind the opposition to Bradam. Her and I have a good relationship and I am looking to keep it that way. I like her as a person so I don't want to fight with her. I also think she is close to Lindsay, so it would be nice to have her voice in Lindsay's ear telling her not to nominate me. So hopefully I am as in with Sandra as it feels like I am.

Veto Ceremony

Every time I think I have this game figured out, it throws something new at me. This was no exception. Drew tells Dianna the plan. Who tells Lindsay. Which motivates her to find a power to save herself. And she succeeds. FUCK. Well played Lindsay.

I mean, I was a little worried about the possibility because Drew had told Britney about his plans for Lindsay before the veto which set off a small alarm (why tell a your own nominee your backdooring plans?). I think a lot of people in this game are really stupid about how much information they share. The only people I really trust with a lot of information are Adam, Britney and Sean because from what I can tell they are very good at knowing what and what not to say to people. Oh and Sandra/Nicki are good at that too, but they are not with me 100% so I am afraid of what might slip through to Lindsay/Dianna when I talk to them.

Anyways, Lindsay uses her power to remove herself, and a fight erupts. Its Sandra/Lindsay vs Kate/Adam. Adam actually didn't contribute that much to the board fight, but Kate made it look like they were together. She also looked REALLY bad by going on about what a threat she is. Afterward, Drew nominates Kate.

So its Britney vs Kate. There is really no doubt in my mind that I am keeping Britney, but that is going to piss off Bradley because of our final 4 deal. Adam I think might not be as pissed about it, but Bradley will probably feel betrayed. Which I don't blame him for... this move really hurts his game. But honestly, despite being officially aligned, Kate and I barely talk. I feel like she was just lumped into that alliance. Who knows though? Ive clearly been wrong already this week, maybe I'll be proven wrong again.

[Johnny Knoxville]

FUCK MY LIFE!

UGH I AM SO FUCKING ANNOYED RIGHT NOW. SO FUCKING ANNOYED. ANNOYED ENOUGH TO TYPE IN ALL CAPS, AND I THINK ITS COMPLETELY LAME WHEN PEOPLE DO THAT FOR AN ENTIRE CONFESSIONAL.

I AM LIKE A FUCKING CURSE IN THIS GAME. MIKE AND BRITNEY, MY TWO CLOSEST ALLIES IN WEEK 1 ARE BOTH GONNA BE GONE AS OF THIS WEEK... I JUST WISH THERE WAS SOMETHING I COULD HAVE DONE TO SAVE BRIT.

BUT BRAD, NICKI AND ADAM ARE ALL LOCKED VOTES AGAINST HER. NICKI HAD ALREADY VOTED BY THE TIME I TALKED TO HER, AND BRAD WAS A GIVEN. THERE WAS NOTHING, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, THAT I COULD SAY TO CHANGE ADAM'S MIND WHICH IS SO FRUSTRATING. HE ONLY WANTS ME TO GO AFTER HIS TARGETS.

I COULDN'T BE MORE PISSED OFF. THIS IS SO DUMB. I UNDERSTAND ADAM'S REASONS BUT ITS SO LAME THAT HE IS ESSENTIALLY FORCING ME INTO THIS. VOTING OUT BRIT IS A HORRIBLE MOVE FOR ME AND I AM HAVE TO DO IT BECAUSE IF I DECIDE NOT TO THEN I BACKSTAB KATE WITHOUT HER GOING HOME. WHICH WOULD BE AN EVEN WORSE MOVE.

I WANT TO KEEP BRIT SO BAD BUT IT WILL SELF DESTRUCT MY GAME RIGHT NOW BECAUSE KATE AND BRAD WOULD BOTH BE QUITE PISSED. AND I ALSO MADE IT SEEM TO SEAN LIKE I WOULD BE KEEPING BRIT SO NOW I HAVE TO BACKTRACK ON THAT AND EXPLAIN.

AND OF COURSE I CAN'T REALLY VOICE MY FRUSTRATIONS TO ADAM. I JUST WANT TO TELL HIM TO GO FUCK HIMSELF, BUT I DO VALUE HIM ITS JUST SO ANNOYING THAT HE WANTS MY APPROVAL ON THIS DECISION. IF YOUR GONNA FUCK ME OVER JUST ACCEPT THAT I WON'T APPROVE BUT WILL BE FORCED TO FOLLOW SUIT.

GOD FUCKING DAMMIT.

[Johnny Knoxville]

I sent this message to Brit tonight. Every word of it was true.

Hey Brit,

I have tried extremely hard to pull the votes together for you tonight. It's not possible. By the time I got to Nicki and Drew they had already voted, and Adam hadn't but he was unflippable. There was no flipping Bradley either. I really did try. I didn't want you to find out about the vote in a blindside from the eviction results, I thought you deserve to know beforehand.

I really wish I had the power to flip things. But I don't. And if there was any doubt in my mind about this then I would vote to keep you, but there isn't. I am really sorry but I have to vote you out this week. It would really harm my game if I voted Kate out and she stayed, and that is guaranteed to happen. I hope you understand that this in no way means I would have kept Kate over you if I had the power to decide. I feel like shit for not giving you a sympathy vote, but thats all it would be... a sympathy vote.

I'm so so so so sorry. I feel like I gave you false hope but I really didn't expect Nicki to vote against you and that basically sealed the deal. I really wish I could have been a better ally to you and turned things around. I think you are a great girl and I hope we are friends after this. Once this game is over, the AIM I will be using mostly is King Jamesth.

Hopefully we can make this work in Recycled Allstars. Please don't hate me for this .

- J Knox

[Johnny Knoxville]

This is the conversation that I had with Adam about the vote. I know he actually has pretty good reasoning for wanting to get rid of Brit, but I was so damn annoyed for 90% of the conversation. It has timestamps, sorry :/

JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:04:21 PM): hey
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:04:24 PM): glad to see you on
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:04:28 PM): I dont wanna come online right now lol
"Adam" (10:04:28 PM): hey!
"Adam" (10:04:31 PM): whats up
"Adam" (10:04:33 PM): lol
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:04:35 PM): not mucj
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:04:42 PM): just dont wanna get bombarded
"Adam" (10:04:45 PM): thats how i felt earlier
"Adam" (10:04:57 PM): idk what to do
"Adam" (10:05:03 PM): 6 votes
"Adam" (10:05:10 PM): what does drew want?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:05:18 PM): I dont know
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:05:24 PM): he hasnt really communicated with me at all
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:05:36 PM): not to say I made an attempt in his direction
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:05:39 PM): cuz I didnt
"Adam" (10:05:48 PM): right
"Adam" (10:06:37 PM): me you bradley lindsay nicki sean
"Adam" (10:06:47 PM): are voting
"Adam" (10:06:52 PM): hmmm
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:06:55 PM): yep
"Adam" (10:07:08 PM): i feel like i have to vote brit
"Adam" (10:07:17 PM): bu my mind is telling me kates a cancer
"Adam" (10:07:23 PM): this is hard
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:07:26 PM): well
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:07:32 PM): I can always just take the bullet
"Adam" (10:07:42 PM): what do you mean?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:07:51 PM): like if you dont wanna vote out Kate
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:07:58 PM): it can happen without your vote
"Adam" (10:08:05 PM): you think so?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:08:09 PM): yes
"Adam" (10:08:15 PM): lindsay would
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:08:20 PM): Lindsay Sean me Nicki
"Adam" (10:08:35 PM): well i dont wanna vote alone with brad lmao
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:08:39 PM): Nicki is the wildcard though
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:08:56 PM): cuz I assume Sean woudl vote the HoH who nominated him
"Adam" (10:09:04 PM): ill see if i can get a gist of how she'll vote
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:10:00 PM): cool
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:10:22 PM): I havent talked to her about this vote at all yet
"Adam" (10:17:01 PM): [21:16] survivorqueen985: Johnny said he was voting for her because he doesn't think he can beat her, I don't know if that was true or not though.
"Adam" (10:17:07 PM): lindsay might be using you as ammunition
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:17:32 PM): I did say that to her
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:17:35 PM): but I dont mind lying to her
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:18:03 PM): I was just kinda getting through the convo with her
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:18:07 PM): as fast as possible
"Adam" (10:18:08 PM): right
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:18:34 PM): also. I am aware that I am gonna get reamed out by at least one person this eviction
"Adam" (10:18:55 PM): what do you mean?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:20:53 PM): well if I vote out Kate. She will be pissed, and maybe Brad
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:21:06 PM): and if I vote out Brit, Lindsay is gonna be pissed cuz I lied to her
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:21:21 PM): so there is gonna be at least one person pissed at me this week
"Adam" (10:23:34 PM): we might just have to vote kate
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:28:37 PM): yeah I think so too
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:28:52 PM): like what I think is the problem with keeping her
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:29:08 PM): is that if we did, then it is pretty obvious to the house that there is a four person allinace
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:29:20 PM): and then we are prolly dealing with a 6 against 4 situation
"Adam" (10:29:27 PM): but lindsays target would change
"Adam" (10:29:30 PM): to prob me
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:30:03 PM): do you think there is any way around that?
"Adam" (10:30:18 PM): idk lol
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:30:18 PM): like yeah Lindsay would use one of her noms on Kate
"Adam" (10:30:37 PM): she'll go after drew and bradley i assume
"Adam" (10:30:40 PM): but we never know
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:31:01 PM): I would hope so too
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:32:21 PM): brb
"Adam" (10:32:25 PM): kk
"Adam" (10:34:44 PM): ok johnny when youre back i have nickis decision
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:44:46 PM): k back
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:44:47 PM): sorry phone
"Adam" (10:44:57 PM): you good
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:45:05 PM): I mean
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:45:10 PM): I was just on the phone
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:45:11 PM): now Im bacl
"Adam" (10:45:17 PM): yeah i got you
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:45:25 PM): oh then yeah Im good
"Adam" (10:45:32 PM): [21:33] Onika Maraj: Kate put in more effort we gotta keep her, plus shes my boo, why were we even pretending like we didn't know we were going to do? lmao we both knew.
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:46:11 PM): wow
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:46:13 PM): so basiclaly
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:46:16 PM): you and I control this vote
"Adam" (10:46:23 PM): lmao
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:46:26 PM): actually
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:46:28 PM): LITERALLY
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:46:30 PM): we control this vote
"Adam" (10:46:43 PM): whos sean voting?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:46:44 PM): Sean/Lindsay are on one side
"Adam" (10:46:49 PM): are you 100%?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:46:50 PM): Nicki/Brad are on the other
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:46:51 PM): yes
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:46:54 PM): Kate nominated him
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:46:57 PM): and Ive talked to him
"Adam" (10:47:08 PM): i heard brad said he spoke with sean
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:47:24 PM): Brad didnt convince him
"Adam" (10:47:27 PM): and that sean might vote britney
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:47:27 PM): we talked about that
"Adam" (10:47:32 PM): tho he was hesitant
"Adam" (10:47:31 PM): ok
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:47:49 PM): I think the best way to play this
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:47:58 PM): (from my perspective)
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:48:07 PM): is for Nicki to vote out Brit, but us to keep Brit
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:48:11 PM): splitting up the middle of the house
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:48:18 PM): and not allowing them to wait for us to self destruc
"Adam" (10:48:27 PM): i think i might have to vote brit
"Adam" (10:48:30 PM): lmao
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:49:01 PM): lol
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:49:16 PM): so it would be split down the middle then and Drew would decide
"Adam" (10:49:45 PM): right, unless you vote brit
"Adam" (10:49:51 PM): but idk!
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:50:02 PM): yeah thats true
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:50:03 PM): I could
"Adam" (10:50:11 PM): how do you think it would affect your game if kate stayed after the tiebreaker?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:50:21 PM): lol
"Adam" (10:50:28 PM): haha
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:50:27 PM): not in a good way
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:51:04 PM): I dont know how Kate and Brad would react
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:51:14 PM): but I assume however it would be
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:51:20 PM): theyd be pissed
"Adam" (10:51:40 PM): hearing from brad, he tells me he trusts you
"Adam" (10:51:46 PM): kates emotional
"Adam" (10:52:01 PM): im not trying to pressure you at all btw
"Adam" (10:52:06 PM): just from what ive seen
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:52:08 PM): oh no worries
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:52:21 PM): well it wouldnt be worth it to vote that way unless it was going to go through
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:52:30 PM): that much is clear
"Adam" (10:52:39 PM): and the worst thing that could happen is for lindsay to get lied to
"Adam" (10:52:42 PM): no one really likes her anyway
"Adam" (10:53:18 PM): [21:24] survivorqueen985: Sean and Johnny said they would be voting for Kate, but I often get lied to, so if that helps your decision,
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:53:59 PM): its not that I mind lying to Lindsay that makes hesitant
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:54:08 PM): Ill do that in a second
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:54:08 PM): lol
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:56:12 PM): I just get the vibe that I although Kate and I are both part of the same alliance, we never talk
"Adam" (10:56:19 PM): hmm
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:56:39 PM): whereas Brit I can work
"Adam" (10:56:52 PM): im confident that she referenced all 4 of us me you brad and herself
"Adam" (10:56:59 PM): but idr honestly
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:57:59 PM): lol ugh I am so conflicted on this decision
"Adam" (10:58:21 PM): right now it seems 3-2
"Adam" (10:58:30 PM): in favor of kate staying
"Adam" (10:59:14 PM): a huge part of my game is supporting what "the house wants"
"Adam" (10:59:26 PM): also just because i dont like for someone to stay who i voted to leave
"Adam" (10:59:35 PM): except for sandra, i would vote her out ll day long
"Adam" (10:59:37 PM): *all
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (10:59:56 PM): but always voting with the house doesnt get you to the end
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:00:07 PM): and if it does
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:00:13 PM): it DEFINITELY doesnt get you plus your ally
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:00:21 PM): you have to be a lone wolf
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:00:23 PM): to make that work
"Adam" (11:00:35 PM): me and brian controlled bbr5
"Adam" (11:00:45 PM): and we voted everyone out that we wanted too
"Adam" (11:00:53 PM): if we wanted to take each other to the end we could have
"Adam" (11:01:08 PM): he didnt tho if it was up to him ha
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:02:12 PM): k but did you always vote with majority in that game?
"Adam" (11:02:24 PM): i think i ended up being the majority
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:02:23 PM): like as in
"Adam" (11:02:33 PM): if that makes sense
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:02:34 PM): I woudlnt count it
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:02:37 PM): if you created the majority
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:03:14 PM): lol sorry I am having a hard time articulating myself, work took it out of me
"Adam" (11:03:31 PM): i was about to ask for clarification lol
"Adam" (11:03:33 PM): you're good
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:03:35 PM): I mean
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:04:04 PM): I think it is one thing to actively create a majority, and then vote with it
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:04:16 PM): and another to hop on board after its created
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:04:34 PM): the former is what I think wins games of bb
"Adam" (11:04:40 PM): right
"Adam" (11:04:42 PM): i get it
"Adam" (11:04:54 PM): well the advantage of keeping kate for me
"Adam" (11:05:01 PM): is ill get trust from nicki
"Adam" (11:05:10 PM): and kate will have my back,..
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:06:39 PM): yeah I hear that
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:07:18 PM): I do understand that there are good reasons to keep Kate, and I think that most of the reason I wouldnt want to keep her is selfish
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:07:56 PM): but its like, I dont even know if she would keep me over Nicki or Dianna
"Adam" (11:08:30 PM): i think kate and nicki are close
"Adam" (11:08:36 PM): well hello adams angels lol
"Adam" (11:08:41 PM): i didnt see that lol
"Adam" (11:09:39 PM): if i were you
"Adam" (11:09:56 PM): i would target dianna and nicki
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:11:19 PM): why?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:11:32 PM): I mean Dianna is a given
"Adam" (11:11:34 PM): dianna for obvious reasons
"Adam" (11:12:01 PM): nicki because well idk how your relationship is with her
"Adam" (11:12:09 PM): but of course thats after lindsay
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:13:35 PM): like did she say something? or it was like based on logice
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:13:55 PM): *logic
"Adam" (11:14:12 PM): based on my logic
"Adam" (11:14:17 PM): she didnt say anything
"Adam" (11:14:21 PM): but from what i hear
"Adam" (11:14:27 PM): she tells me she loves a lot of people
"Adam" (11:14:33 PM): but i dont recall you in that mix
"Adam" (11:15:48 PM): and i have a feeling nicki and dianna are close
"Adam" (11:15:53 PM): i mean they were partners in bbr
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:15:58 PM): yeah I think so too
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:16:05 PM): I kinda have assumed that all game actually
"Adam" (11:16:44 PM): so maybe guilty by association?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:16:56 PM): yeah I dunno
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:17:06 PM): I mean her and I do get along, but were not super tight
"Adam" (11:17:34 PM): right, and nicki has that talent
"Adam" (11:17:38 PM): but i love her too
"Adam" (11:17:41 PM): so i understand
"Adam" (11:17:54 PM): just from my perspective
"Adam" (11:17:56 PM): thats what i think for you
"Adam" (11:20:47 PM): i def think britney has a reputation for not being trustworthy though
"Adam" (11:20:57 PM): but that was influenced to me by bbr will
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:21:44 PM): fair enough
"Adam" (11:22:00 PM): tell me your thoughts man
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:22:00 PM): I guess I don't see any reason to vote in the minority
"Adam" (11:22:04 PM): i know this is hard
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:22:13 PM): but I dunno I just feel like Im shooting myself in the foot here
"Adam" (11:22:24 PM): [22:21] Joe Gonzalez: Drew says in the event of a tie he is evicting Britney
[22:21] Joe Gonzalez: but I'm sure Johnny will keep her
"Adam" (11:22:34 PM): from brad
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:23:10 PM): I dunno, I see why there is reason to keep Kate
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:23:30 PM): but I think that I am like stacking the deck against myself cuz Kate is in with so many people
"Adam" (11:23:46 PM): i think shes in for now
"Adam" (11:23:50 PM): and i think you can be too
"Adam" (11:23:56 PM): with kate
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:24:05 PM): yeah but in the long term I wont be
"Adam" (11:24:08 PM): i think kate values me you and brad the most
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:24:12 PM): and she is a major challenge threat
"Adam" (11:24:26 PM): we talked about having adams angels to look after nicki and dianna
"Adam" (11:24:29 PM): but yes i agree
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:24:57 PM): I dunno am I crazy here?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:25:12 PM): like once Lindsay and Sandra are gone
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:25:15 PM): who is Kate gonna go after?
"Adam" (11:25:34 PM): how i see it right now
"Adam" (11:25:41 PM): kate and sandra
"Adam" (11:25:47 PM): dammit wrong
"Adam" (11:25:49 PM): kate and lindsay
"Adam" (11:25:53 PM): me and sandra
"Adam" (11:26:02 PM): obviously after each other
"Adam" (11:26:26 PM): with a lot of peeps in between
"Adam" (11:26:50 PM): as long as we're going after each other, others should be relatively safe
"Adam" (11:27:01 PM): after kate might go after drew
"Adam" (11:27:15 PM): and sean
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:28:08 PM): yeah I am probably over thinking it
"Adam" (11:28:58 PM): yeah and thats if kates in power the entire time
"Adam" (11:29:09 PM): im sure there'll be casualties on BOTH sides
"Adam" (11:29:15 PM): if there are sides
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:29:36 PM): thats what I mean though
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:29:42 PM): I think I am gonna be one of those casualties
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:29:43 PM): or you
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:30:03 PM): cuz right now I am at the outside of the majority
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:30:11 PM): Im not gonna stay if I get nominated
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:30:19 PM): unless its against like Lindsay
"Adam" (11:30:27 PM): i dont have the aim chat
"Adam" (11:30:39 PM): but brad told me that kate was the first expendible in our group
"Adam" (11:30:45 PM): he chose YOU over kate
"Adam" (11:30:56 PM): which makes me wonder if he'll choose you over me lmao
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:32:56 PM): yeah
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:33:04 PM): I see that
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:33:13 PM): what concerns me is not Brad
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:33:21 PM): its that I think Kate would keep a lot of other people over me
"Adam" (11:33:36 PM): if we make our solid final 4
"Adam" (11:33:39 PM): im sure if you cant
"Adam" (11:33:45 PM): brad and i could convince her
"Adam" (11:33:52 PM): to have your back
"Adam" (11:33:57 PM): but i think shes on the same page
"Adam" (11:33:59 PM): shes just been sick lately
"Adam" (11:34:05 PM): and hasnt been on aim
"Adam" (11:34:14 PM): i dunno if she talks to many people tho
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:36:29 PM): sorry for slow reactions
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:36:32 PM): talking to Nicki as well
"Adam" (11:36:40 PM): hows that going?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:36:45 PM): going well
"Adam" (11:36:52 PM): good!
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:37:04 PM): when she asked who I am with, I said Brit Sean and Brad
"Adam" (11:37:21 PM): hmm
"Adam" (11:37:30 PM): weird
"Adam" (11:37:29 PM): she asked who youre aligned with?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:39:39 PM): yeah
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:39:46 PM): we usually dont talk game at all
"Adam" (11:40:00 PM): you getting anything from her?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:40:10 PM): yeah but I think she is being about as honest with me as I am with her
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:40:14 PM): we are testing waters essentially
"Adam" (11:40:30 PM): right cool!
"Adam" (11:40:54 PM): hopefully you guys'll work together
"Adam" (11:40:56 PM): that would be nice
"Adam" (11:41:10 PM): although then it would make me wonder who would go after nicki...
"Adam" (11:41:14 PM): but hey lol
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:43:14 PM): so I guess you are pretty dead set on this?
"Adam" (11:43:28 PM): i think i am
"Adam" (11:43:35 PM): tho i still didnt vote
"Adam" (11:43:48 PM): but thats because im trying to get your approval
"Adam" (11:43:50 PM): lmao
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:45:49 PM): lol
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:45:56 PM): well I mean Im not going to hold it against you
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:46:03 PM): but clearly its not the decision I would make
"Adam" (11:46:16 PM): i know
"Adam" (11:46:24 PM): i wish i could support you tho
"Adam" (11:46:34 PM): but if i do
"Adam" (11:46:40 PM): i would put you before a lot of other people
"Adam" (11:46:47 PM): which could a. expose us
"Adam" (11:46:49 PM): or b. have me targeted
"Adam" (11:50:55 PM): and this is a situation where its not one of us leaving
"Adam" (11:51:07 PM): b/c if you were on the block i would fight hard for you to stay
"Adam" (11:51:15 PM): without obviously being too obvious about it
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:51:36 PM): yeah I know Im not worried about that aspect of it really
"Adam" (11:51:48 PM): but i just dont know if britney is worth it
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (11:51:49 PM): and I understand where your coming from
"Adam" (11:51:58 PM): yeah
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (12:00:04 AM): well I guess thats that lol
"Adam" (12:00:29 AM): did you vote?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (12:00:31 AM): no
"Adam" (12:00:45 AM): me 2
"Adam" (12:01:00 AM): i guess my mind's made though
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (12:01:00 AM): I just mean weve clearly reached a deadend and were not really gonna see it the same way
"Adam" (12:01:44 AM):
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (12:02:12 AM): lol no worries
"Adam" (12:03:39 AM): ok, but you definitely have no doubts about my f2 allegiance to you, right?
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (12:05:16 AM): I dont have doubts about that, I know this is not really relvent to that, and that this is a two sided situation
"Adam" (12:05:50 AM): fair enough
"Adam" (12:06:05 AM): im about to submit my vote
"Adam" (12:10:01 AM): the deed is done
"Adam" (12:10:08 AM): i would say sleep on it bro
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (12:10:18 AM): clearly I am voting her out
"Adam" (12:10:23 AM): oh
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (12:10:24 AM): I mean
"Adam" (12:10:27 AM): whoops
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (12:10:26 AM): I dont want to
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (12:10:39 AM): but theres really no choice for me
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (12:10:50 AM): unless I want to 100% screw over my game
"Adam" (12:11:19 AM): im sorry
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (12:11:35 AM): its ok ill get over it
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (12:40:55 AM): k voted
"Adam" (12:41:24 AM): [23:39] damaged76203: johnnys online
[23:39] damaged76203: did you speak to him?
[23:40] Pink Neon Socks7: No I was about to because according to Lindsay he's voting for me.
"Adam" (12:42:02 AM): damage control in the works
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (12:46:35 AM): Im talking to her too
"Adam" (12:46:42 AM): sweet
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (12:46:56 AM): btw I am over it
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (12:47:02 AM): and I legit mean that
"Adam" (12:47:07 AM):
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (12:47:08 AM): I was just frustrated before
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (12:47:15 AM): and I can see your rationale on this
"Adam" (12:47:19 AM): yeah i completely understand
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (12:49:34 AM): well the good part about this is that I dont give a shit about lying to Lindsay
"Adam" (12:49:44 AM): lol
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (1:06:20 AM): still here for a min or two
JKNOXXXVILLE25 (1:06:24 AM): but going to bed very soon
"Adam" (1:06:41 AM): yea same