Round 8

[Sean Hayes]

Round 8: Uh-Oh. [/color][/size]


so...round 7 quickly came and gone.
and went just as i wanted.

and so this round is started.

and i failed miserably at the challenge.

i apparently thought i knew what i would be doing, and then when it was posted, and the blocks were horizontal...

yeah....FAIL.

i had to literally attempt to copy and paste them into a paint document and then try and rearrange, and then as im pasting, some of them were disappearing by the click of my finger and it was REALLY pissing me off..

and just before i started, Adam Levigne messages me to say hey and that he was starting...and as im getting things ready to START to rearrange them...he says he's done.


WHAT? [/color][/size]

....yeah...

so...at that point i had to say, yeah, that's enough even TRYING to paste photos.


but i did put forth some effort for it.

anyway, now Adam is head of household.
and he previously told me that he didnt want it?

i guess because he said that he likes everyone left.

my thoughts are that he'll nominate Lindsay and Nicki?
or perhaps me. im not putting myself out of the picture for the block just yet.

i dont think he has any devious back door plans.

and i think that Lindsay thinks she's definitely out this week.
but i could forsee the two of them linking up for some sort of twist.

we'll have to wait and see.


sexy pics........wait, what?



Pennn.....a razor?

[Sean Hayes]

i love insiders. [/color][/size]


...so me and nicki are talking this morning when i get home from work.

she basically asked me if i would keep her, or if i was going to vote her out, to let her know.

she's always been honest with me, i figure why not tell her the truth, i have no intentions to kick her from the game.

well, she proceeds to tell me that Johnny and Adam have a final 2.

hold the phone, WHAT?[/size]


....hahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahaha.
i should have seen that one coming. i suspected something was up when i thought i was close with adam last night and he nominated me over Nicki to begin with...whether it was a "hard decision" or not...

Johnny sent me a message last night saying:

Johnny: if its you and me voting, can we talk over our decision tomorrow and vote then? I dont wanna split votes and let Adam have control.

now...here's my dilemma,
do i believe him and tell him who im voting for? and allow him to possibly steal my thoughts and then really allow adam to be the decider, or do i lie...?


my guess is that ill be honest. i have no reason to lie to him...and if he wants to let adam do the dirty work, thats fine.

Nicki proceeded to tell me that im her final two. and the more i think about this, the more i think that i cant trust either of the two guys.

so if it came down to it...at this point im not sure who i would take with me to final two.

at this point in the game, i think it's good to get Lindsay out and then gun for one of the boys.

i think i could win against Johnny or Nicki on the block.
as for Adam? i dont think so...he's definitely proven that he's a strong competitor, but that he cant be trusted. and i wouldnt trust him further than i could throw him...boo.


im worried about this vote, i dont want nicki gone.

[Sean Hayes]

and so i sent Johnny a message today before sleeping my day away:

me:
got this message when i got on this morning,
i missed it last night.

you: if its you and me voting
can we talk over our decision tomorrow and vote then?
I dont wanna split votes and let Adam have control

well, i was also informed this morning you're in a final 2 with Adam..


hmm...there's something i didnt know about.
which makes me wonder johnny, how much should i really trust you?

i mean, i thought we were close and i trusted you.
and while i didnt assume that we were final two, i thought we were close enough to possibly think that.

and now you want to know who im voting for so Adam DOESNT have control, yet you two are in a final two?

hmm....somethings not adding up here.

are you not being faithful to Adam?
or are you trying to figure out who im voting for, so you can vote the opposite so Adam, DOES have the control to see who will be kicked.

just seems awful fishy Johnny.


an explination would be nice before i decide who im really voting for.[/color]


Johnny:
I meant exactly what I said to you. I wanted to vote with you so that we don't split our vote and have Adam break the tie. It seemed silly to me that we would let the decision fall into another person's hands when you and I have maintained open communication since basically week 1.

And since the cat is out of the bag, yes Adam and I have had a final 2 agreement for quite a while (week 3 I think). But it has been a rocky road for us with lots of legitimate disagreements about who should go when. I think the last time we sincerely agreed with who should be evicted of the two nominees (not including last week when he was nommed) was when it was you and Mike on the block, so that is to say, we usually disagreed with eachother about voting.

Aside from flat out breaking Adam's trust and telling you about the final 2, I don't really know what more I could have done in this game to show you that you were a priority to me. When it was you/me/Mike in the beginning and I caught wind of him potentially going home week 2, I informed both of you about the circumstances. The following week, I voted to keep you over him. Then, you were safe for a while... but last week I knew Drew was going to go home no matter who he was up against but didn't say anything because I knew that if I did it would be you and Adam on the block beside each other. If I was solely playing for me and Adam and didn't care about you, it would have been wise to try and get you evicted because you are a much bigger threat in the game than Drew ever was. But that's just not the person I am so I never considered it an option.

Anyways, to me, a final 2 agreement is about doing what you can to keep someone safe. Adam is safe this round, so I didn't see my obligation towards him as going any further than that. But I have to head out to work now and I'll be off at 5ish. We can talk more then.

But for what its worth, I truly did plan on taking you to the final 3, and if Adam had happened to be evicted I for sure would have gone to the end with you. I'm not saying that because of anything related to this vote, its just the truth and I think you deserve the honesty.

Peace,
Johnny [/color]


so...i definitely appreciated his honesty.

and we talked when he got on, i told him i just wanted to confront it when it came at me like that and get his side of the story.

and he thanked me for being up front with him.
so we're back on the same page.


we also discussed voting.

and our decision came down to voting Lindsay out.

he brought it up first and i ran with it, tho like i said previously, i dont want to see Nicki go this round.

im excited to make my first FINAL FOUR!



hot photo of the day:



bitch, you better werkkkkkkk.

xoxo.[/color]